Change My Mind (Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 9: Who is Connor?

"Connor." I said under my voice. Harry heard it, which I wish hadn't happened.

"Who?" He asked. I wasn't going to tell him I had a boyfriend. I mean, I didn't, but at the same time, I did.

"Its no one." I said, blushing. I blush when I lie sometimes. Which totally ruins my chance of getting away with anything.

"Just tell me, Amber. Who is Connor?" Harry said, demanding me to tell him.

I rolled my eyes. "Nobody important. Okay?" I said with a bit of anger to my voice. I was annoyed that he always got everything out of me. He always found a way for me to tell him everything.

He ended up pinning me to the grass. "Harry! Get off of me! Now!" I said. I was laughing a little, but I was mad at the same time.

"Once you tell me who Connor is!" He said with a cheeky smile.

I rolled my eyes. "Its nobody! K?" I said.

"No, Connor is somebody, that obviously popped to your mind when I told you I loved you. Just tell me who he is!" Harry said.

"No!" I said.

Harry got a cheeky look on ihis face. He had an idea. "Fine." Harry said with a little smile. He began leaning him. He was going to try and kiss me again. His lips got closer to me.

"H-harry" I started. "Stop it." I said.

"Then tell me who he is." Harry said.

He inched closer to me. I took a deep breath.

"F-fine" I said. He smiled straddled over me, waiting for me to answer.

"Harry..." I started. "Connor is my" I said. "He's my boyfriend." I said.

Harry immediatly got off of me. He stood up and put his hand out to help me up. I took it, and stood.

"Why didn't you tell me you had a boyfriend?" Harry asked me, as we went back to the bench to sit.

Once we both sat down, I continued.

"He's not my boyfriend, really." I said. Harry waited for me to continue. "Well, I dated him for a while.. But." I started. I really didn't want to continue, but Harry wanted me to.

I shut my eyes for a second. I opened them, "He was abusive, and he wouldn't let me leave him." I said. "He punched and slapped me, and I could never do anything back to him."

Harry's POV:

I felt really bad for asking her now. I know why she didn't want to tell me.

"I'm really, really sorry, Amber. I didn't know." I said. I was hurt that someone could ever hurt her. I was pissed off at the same time, though because of what this Connor guy did to her.

"Why are you still dating him, then?" I asked her.

"Well.." She began. "I'm not really." "He wouldn't let me leave, so one night while he was out, I left, and I got my own apartment, and I never told him where I was, or where I went. And I havn't seen him since I left. I havn't even talked to him." She began.

I could see her begin to cry. She was trying to hold her tears back, but she let a couple slip.

I pulled her into my arms, and hugged her. I didn't know if she was uncomfortable with it, but I kept her in my hold.

"I wouldn't let anything ever hurt you." I said.

She stayed silent. I let go of her, and waited for her to sit up.

"I've been lucky I havn't seen him since I left. Because if he found me..." She stopped. I knew what the end of her sentence was going to be, so I put my arm around her, and pulled her into me, before she could finish.

"How far is he from you?" I asked.

"He lives here, in London." She said.

"Oh.." I said.

"We should really get home, now. Do you want to come over to my place?" I offered to her.

Ambers POV:

"We should really get home, Do you want to come over to my place?" He asked me.

I know, Harry is a player. He's stuck up at times, and he likes to hook up. But, I know he would never physically hurt a girl. Which is why I trust him more often.

"H-Harry. Its fine." I said. "You don't need to protect me. Okay? Its not your problem." I said. I felt kinda bad that I brought him into all of this. But, he didn't give me a choice wether to tell him or not.

"I know I don't need to protect you, love. But, i want to." He said.

I smiled a little.

"Come on." He said grabbing my hand and walking.

I didn't think much of anything until I realized we ended up at his house. I was having trouble keeping my eyes open because they stung from crying.

"Harry.." I started "I thought you were taking me back to my house?" i asked wondering why we were not at his place.

He shrugged. "well, now were here so we might as well stay" he smiled. I guess i could stay for a while today.

"are you going to be okay?" Harry asked me breaking a short silence between us. i nodded trying not to think to much about what had happened about a half hour ago...

"you know i'm here for you, right?" He asked me trying to comfort me.

"Harry look, i like that your here for me, and you care, but this is my problem. you dont need to be brought into it." i said.

"You don't understand. I want to be here for you. Because you know i love you. and nothing is going to stop that." he said reassuring me.

i sighed. "i know" i said forcing a small smile on my face.

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A/N: Sorry guys! My punctuation & capitalization and maybe a bit of spelling is a bit terrible in this chapter and a couple others! I updated from my phone on this one! Whenever you notice its very bad or much worse than normal, just assume its from my phones update because its so hard to update! :( Thanks for reading though! I love you soooo much! <3 c;