Change My Mind (Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 30: How should I feel?

RECAP: Niall took me in his embrace. "Don't forgive him" Niall started. "He doesn't deserve you"

I smiled a little. It was partially forced, but I showed it. My face was burried in his black leather coat.

"Thank you, Niall." I whispered, making sure he could hear it.

When he didn't answer me, I looked up at him. He looked down at me. 

Before I could say anything, his lips came to part with mine.

And wow did it feel different.

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~2 weeks later~

Me and Harry hadn't talked at all for weeks now. Whenever I see him, we just take short glares at each other, and look away.

He probably hates me.

I've missed being in his arms everyday. Cuddling with him at night. His cooking. His soft lips against mine.

I never realised how special it really was. 

But I did realise he's exactly who I thought he was when I met him- Harry Styles.

These past couple weeks have been really hard on me. But I'm thankful Niall has been there for me through this. I didn't expect myself to miss Harry though all this, though.

It kinda back fired on me. 

Harry's POV:

I parked my black Range Rover in front of her house. I was going to talk to her. I was going to fix everything. But most importantly, I was going to get her back.

I walked to her front door, slowley bringing my knuckles in contact with the wooden door. I waited for about 15 seconds, until the door knob twisted.

"Hel--" She began. When she saw me, her eyes narrowed. She began to close the door, but I stopped it, by putting my foot in the doorway.

"Stop" She choked out.

"Amber- I'm sorry. Please. Just listen to me" I said.

Ambers POV:

I opened my door to the knocking, thinking it would be Niall.

I was wrong. I saw his face. The last person I'd expect to see at this moment. Harry.

"Stop" I said quietly. My vocie cracked, and I could feel tears building in my eyes.

"Amber- I'm sorry. Please. Just listen to me." He said quietly.

I looked away from him. "Harry. There is nothing you need to explain. You lied to me and ruined everything. Your the last person I want to hear anything from right now. Just leave. Please" I told him. I put my hands to his chest and attempted to push him out. It didn't work. My strength was no match to his.

"Just give me five minutes" He asked.

I let out a sigh. "What" I snapped.

We watched each other for a short time, until he finally spoke up.

"I'm sorry, okay. I made the biggest mistake of my life." He looked past me, then back at me. His large hand grabbed mine gentally, holding it so I couldn't pull away. 

I had to be honest, I didn't want to pull away. And I'd do anything to keep him here right now. But I wanted to get the point out that I was pretty pissed off at him.

"Amber, I love you more than anyone. Okay? I don't want you to forget that, wheather we are together or not. But I don't think I'm ever going to get you off of my mind" I watched him. And I swear, I could see feeling in his eyes, following with a few tears building up.

I swallowed, then let my tears out. I could'nt help but cry. I was frustated, scared, glad, and disappointed, all at once. 

I just couldn't express how I felt.

When Harry noticed me crying he pulled me into him. I hesitated, but wrapped my arms around him, as he did to me.

I cried into his chest.

"I'm so sorry, Amber" Harry whispered.

"Its okay, Harry."

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a/n: Sorry for the longest wait ever, guys! I was on a writers block, and it sucked! I feel like I'm still on it a bit, but idk, maybe I'll get back into writing again. Lol I hope..

BUT DID YOU GUYS HEAR "DONT LET ME GO" BY HARRY FREAKING STYLES? IF YOU DIDNT YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY FEELS YOU ARE MISSING. HARRY RECORDED A SONG BY HISSELF AND EVERYONE IN THE FANDOM LIKE EVERYONE IS SAYING ITS ABOUT LARRY. JUST LISTEN TO IT OKAY. ITS LIKE TERRIBLE BUT ITS PERF. LOL HE IS A LIFERUINER.

Anyways, I'll start on another chappie right now c; OH, I'm going to the boys' concert nexxt month!

loveee yaaaa,

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