"We're gonna be fucking late" I swore to Felix in english.
"I fucking know Yeonsu" He bickered back.
My friend Felix and I were coming back from lunch to our work place.
My job isn't normal nor common. I'm famous and I love it.
I couldn't be happier about what I do, I love everything about it.
I signed with JYPE, one of the biggest kpop entertainment companies, so i'm well-known. And of course, well damn talented. I'm part of the girl group ITZY.
Was I born with this talent? Yes.
Did I work hard for this? Also yes.
Not a lot of people can say they achieved their childhood dream, but I am one of them.
My life has always been normal: nothing weird, just normal. My parents have been married for 23 years, they are hard-working and they love me and my little sister to death, we never suffered economically nor emotionally, we're healthy, never got bullied... and I could keep going on and on about boring things.
The only interesting thing is that i'm a foreigner. I was born in Korea, but moved at the age of 5 to America. I came back when I was 14.
And of course, since I had a normal and happy life, I was always a nice kid.
Old people would always tell me how educated I was. People a few years older than me would tell me I was adorable and likeable. My friends would tell me I was so nice and generous. Younger people would tell me I was so cool.
Everyone used to compliment me and I was just shy to accept it. Now that i'm a little bit older, i'm so narcissistic, and heck yeah, i was and am all those things.
I'm just kidding, I know I am, but I swear everything comes out natural, i'm like that by nature.
I was born generous, empathic, harmonious, charitable, noble...
And of course, I had to have weaknesses. Cynicism, laziness, apathy and low self-esteem are some of them.
Yes, low self-esteem.
I know i'm wonderful and perfect, but sometimes, I feel like i'm not worthy of anything or anyone. Why do I have all of this? Someone definitely deserves this more than me...
And not just sometimes, it's a constant thought... but whatever, everyone has those thoughts.
In conclusion, deep down, i'm the most boring and common person you'll ever meet.
***
Felix and I got to the building running and slapping. We entered and ran to the dance room we were supposed to be at 9 minutes ago.
This huge famous choreographer was giving us a super especial class to us the dancers of the company and we, the ones who need the most help, were getting late because we were eating pasta.
I'm ashamed.
I knocked three times on the door and opened it before someone could answer.
The first eyes I saw were Yeji's, the leader of my group. I could see she was so angry.
"Can we come in?" Felix asked the dancer who was in the middle of the room.
He sighed "Yes. Felix and Yeonsu, right?"
"Yes, thank you" I bowed 90 degrees to him before lining up with the other people who were there.
Momo, Chaeryeong, Mina, Sana, Yeji, Lee Know and Hyunjin... my Hyunjin.
He looked so beautiful, oh my God...
His hair... long black hair. His best look in my opinion. It was hard to contain myself from running to him and patting his head...
It's been so long since I have seen him...
I try to avoid him as much as I can. I think the last time I saw him was 4 months ago on the elevator. We exchanged looks but that was it, no bowing, no greeting.
The reason of this is that we have a past... a complicated past...
But here we are. It's impossible to really avoid each other, I mean, we work at the same place.
And today, we had to share a room, for a couple of hours at least.
Since he was standing on the edge of the line, I stood next to him because I didn't want to interrupt the class passing in front of everyone and telling them to move to make space for me.
Felix walked behind me and placed next to me, on my left side.
"I'm gonna kill you" Yeji whispered yelled to me.
"Sorry" I put my hands together as if I was praying.
I noticed a gaze on me. Hyunjin.
I looked him straight in the eyes and smiled a little before turning fully to the front.
The best way for us to move forward is act as if nothing happened, we're just coworkers and that's it.
***
"That's wrong" The choreographer sighed towards me. "It's not difficult"
"I'm sorry" I apologized nervously. "My back isn't that flexible..."
"Let's just keep going. You can take a break Yeonsu" The annoyed choreographer replied.
I decided to be stubborn and not move from there. He was so mean.
"Soooo..." A familiar voice said.
Hyunjin? Hyunjin? Hyunjin is talking to me?
I turned my head confused to look at him. Gosh, his perfect eyes...
"...where were you?" He finished his question.
Just act normal... coworkers... "Felix and I went to eat pasta on that place 2 blocks from here. It's really good" I chuckled awkwardly.
"Oh" He acted interested. "With Felix..." He raised his eyebrows unconsciously.
He's weird.
"...Yeah" I replied, awkwardly of course.
He suddenly turned his body fully towards me "Since when are you and Felix this close?"
I was confused "Since forever...? We've been friends since forever"
"I mean, since when are you and Felix going on dates?" He acted aggressive.
This reminds me about the discussions we used to have, exactly about the same thing too. He used to get mad because I hung out with Felix a lot...
Wait...
Is he jealous???
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