Yoongi laid me on the bed and threw a blanket over my face, as I whined and started to open my eyes.
"Oh come on I didn't throw it so hard for her to wake up." he mumbled.
"Go to sleep" he said, as he was about to walk away, but I held his wrist. "Stay with me" I pleaded, as I patted the spot besides me. "I don't sleep with girls." he said as I sat on the bed on my knees in front of him. His lips were now hovering over mine. My hands slowly travelled to his shirt's collar, I held it lightly to maintain my balance. "How ironic a fuckboy doesn't sleep with girls" I said while looking deep into his soul.
"I don't sleep with girls, I fuck them and leave."
I don't know what got into me, but it was as if something was pulling me towards him. I knew I was going to regret it in the morning still I did it.
I pulled him by his collar and pressed my lips onto his. He stood still for a moment and I was still too, no movement. He slowly started to move his lips over mine, I didn't know how to kiss but he took the lead and I just followed. Our lips were moving perfectly in sync. After a few minutes when I was breathless I slowly parted away.
"Now, I understand why girls die to sleep with you. You are so good at these things, giving hickeys and kissing someone. T-that was my first kiss, Yoongi. I wanted it to be special, under the moonlight with the guy I love, him bending down to my level to capture my lips. I never thought it would be like this and with-with a-" I paused as I looked at him "with a fuckboy?" he asked completing my sentence as he raised his eyebrow. I just looked down.
"Don't save these things for 'the one' because you might end up dying a virgin, Rose. No one stays forever, everyone leaves when the time comes. Let me show you how heaven feels." he said as he rubbed circles on my inner thigh. I was melting under his touch. No, I can't, this feels so wrong, but at the same time so right. No, Rose you can't be just any other toy for him, you know he'll just use you for the night and then won't even look at your face.
"No Yoongi please" I said as I placed my hand on his chest stopping him from coming any closer.
He closed his eyes and sighed. "Okay fine." he said as I hugged him and smiled against his chest.
He laid me down and laid besides me. Cuddling with me.
That night he slept with a girl.
Like literally slept.
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Always Waiting || MYG
Fanfiction"I've realised that I was always waiting on the wrong platform, no matter how long I stand here, the train I want will never arrive." - Kim Rose "You fell in love so did I. There is craziness in you and me too. The only difference is that you fell i...
