Always Waiting || MYG

41. You won't understand the pain of loving someone who doesn't love you back

"She was going to get fucking raped." Hoseok yelled.

Yoongi chuckled sightly and said, "She has ruined my entire life. What I did was nothing compared to what she has done with me." 

"YOU-" Hoseok was going to yell but I stopped him by holding his wrist. "It's better if you leave now" I said to Hoseok as it was getting late. He turned towards me, "If anything happens call me." He said and gave me a small smile and I frowned but returned the gesture.

After Hoseok left Yoongi chuckled and went towards the kitchen purposely bumping his shoulder with mine.

He was hungry.

I entered the kitchen as I saw him  searching for something to eat in the fridge. I quickly went towards the fridge and pulled out the food I had made, I put the food in the microwave to heat it. 

Till then I set the table as I felt his eyes on me. He was observing my every moment. I went to get the food out of the microwave as he sat down on the chair.

I quickly served him and myself. We ate in silence like always.

After finishing I picked up all the dishes and utensils and took them to the sink. I was going to get the dish soap when I felt him hold my wrist.

"Never do what you did today." He said as I turned around to look at him.

"Rose...you need to understand. You can't just come running after me just because someone calls you and tells you I'm in danger. It can be a trap." He explained.

"But what if you're actually in danger?" I asked. 

"Who do you think you are?" He asked as he left my wrist. My eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

"Rose you're just a tiny powerless girl. Can you even pick up a gun?" He asked even though he knew the answer. I hung my head low.

"I can atleast try something, Yoongi." I said in a small voice.

"Why?" 

"Because I'm your wife." I whispered.

He chuckled sarcastically. "For godsake Rose. I left you today with Jake. Yet you're saying all this stuff. How delusional are you? Can't you fucking understand I don't care about you, I don't care where are you, what are you doing, who are you with, if you're hurt, if you're getting rape-" He stopped mid sentence.

I scoffed, "Complete your sentence, Mr. Min Yoongi." I said as I took a step closer to him and craned my neck to look up in his eyes. "Look into my eyes and tell me that you don't care whether I get r-raped or not."

I saw his adam's apple bob as he gulped still maintaining the eye contact.

No words came out his mouth and I had gotten my answer.

I smiled slightly. "You can never hurt me and I know that." I said as his face twisted in confusion.

"You informed Hoseok about me didn't you?" I asked as his eyes slightly widened for a split second.

His expression gave me my answer. He isn't that heartless, I know him. He would never let any girl get raped no matter how much he hates her. 

I'm not dumb, I knew the room had no cameras how would Hoseok know about my condition then? I had a guess over Yoongi informing him and Bingo. 

From Hoseok's reaction it doesn't seem like he knows it was Yoongi who informed him.

Yoongi opened his mouth to say something but shut it as soon as his phone started to ring. He fetched his phone from his pocket answering the call. "Hello..." He went out of the kitchen not sparing me another glance.

I smile slightly looking at his retracting figure.

Grabbing the dish soap I start washing the dishes after a few minutes I heard a voice.

"Why do you do all this?" I turned around to find Yoongi's father standing at the entrance of the kitchen looking at me then my hands that were working on the dish.

"When did you come? I didn't notice." I said as I chuckled nervously.

"I asked you something." He said and his voice was stern. 

"Did you eat? Are you hungry? Should I serve you?" I asked as I wiped my hands with napkin while trying my best to avoid his question.

"Rose." I finally looked at him.

"Why are you doing all this? All he gives you is pain, but still you take care of him as if he is the best husband in the world." He asked.

"You will never understand the pain of loving someone who doesn't love you back, dad." I said as a tear escaped my eyes.

"I still have some hope that he will come back to me he will take care of me the way he used to do before." I continued.

I slowly served him. He sat on the chair as I asked him "Don't you hate me?" 

"Huh?" 

"I am the reason your son behaves so coldly to everyone including you. He could lived a happy life with the girl he loves." I said as he shook his head saying a no.

"I trust you my child. You are the sweetest and the most selfless person I have ever known. I know whatever you did is for a reason, and I won't ask you what it is until you feel comfortable to tell it to me." He said as I slowly hugged him, after my father if I consider anyone as my father figure would it would be him, he understood me a lot, he never asked me questions he just trusted me.