Today is a sunday. Another girl is going to cry.
Today, Yoongi is going to break up with another girl.
He'll forget your name faster than you can imagine.
It's all for just for sex.
By friday, he'll start avoiding them, Saturday he'll ignore them and then Sunday he would break their heart.
And monday he'll find another toy to play with.
I always wish to tell him "Yoongi this is wrong." But I can't, I'm scared we'll end up fighting. I can't lose him.
It's been months since we became friends, and I fell in love with him. Yes, I did.
I didn't fall for him because of his beauty.
I fell for him because the way he takes care of me. I love him for that one time when I fell for him.
Flashback
It was the result day and I had got low extremely low grades. I had gotten the lowest in my entire class, people started to whisper about me, and started calling me names.
My own parents didn't support me.
They always compared me to Taehyung. "Why can't you be like your brother?"
I was constantly reminded by them that I wasn't good enough. Both of them think I'm a burden to them.
They finally decided to send me to the college hostel saying that I should be studying all the time, and they will only let me come home back when I get good grades.
My brother tried to talk to them but it was useless they've never listened to us. They forced me to do medical, and now, when I don't score good in the subject they don't let me come home, what kind of parents are they?
One night I was sitting in the college garden, letting out all my tears and that's when Yoongi came and sat besides me, I told him to go, leave me alone all he said was, "Rose, you are my best friend and I'm always going to be there with you forever."
He sat by me all night giving me his shoulder to rest my head on. He didn't stop me, he let me cry. And I let it all out.
He didn't complain about me blabbering about how I was feeling. He was there with the entire night.
That was the moment I realised I want to be with him too forever, but not just as friends.
But still all I can do is keep my feelings to myself.
I don't mind not being able to call him mine. But I mind not being able to be with him.
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Always Waiting || MYG
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