Always Waiting || MYG

56. Kiss

"Tell me when do you want it?" I asked finally.

"What?" He asked being confused. "Divorce" I said as I saw his eyes widen for a split second.

"So, tell me. When do you need a divorce from me? And on what basis do you want to file the divorce. Is it on the basis that we as a couple don't get along or that our marriage isn't consummated? Yes, this will be a good reason. Our marriage isn't consummated. Get a divorce on mutual consent." I said as my eyes started to fill with tears.

"Mrs. Min, what are you-" "Oh, please Mr. Min. No need to start a new drama. You and I, both of us know what you want from me. It's divorce. So that you can marry that clingy Ari. Don't worry I won't trouble you. I won't even ask for alimony. Easily I'll leave you after divorce. I won't even stay in the house next to yours. I'll go far away from your life." I said as hot tears spilled out of my eyes.

He just looked at me with hurt in his eyes? No why would he be hurt? He should be happy.

"Why are you looking at me like this, Mr. Min? I know all your plans. I heard what your mother said. She was telling you to divorce me and marry Ari. I remember you told me that you never deny your mom. So it's obvious you won't deny her now also. So, go ahead. You fix your wedding date, and I'll fix our divorce date. You don't need to ask me for separation I'll leave you myself. Then you will be free. You will be happy in your life"

"Mrs. Min do you really think that I-" "Think? It's evident, I can cleary see it on your face. I don't see anyother feeling except hatred for me. I know what you are thinking."  I said as he chuckled bitterly.

"Oh! I see. So you know what I want and what I'm planning to do and what I will do" He said while sarcastically smirking.

"You never do anything that's the problem. That Ari she is always all over you, I thought it was as friends you knew her intentions, but you never make an effort to push her away. If she clings to you, you let her do it. Since you were anyway you both were in a relationship, so you wouldn't even mind it. Right?" I asked while heavily breathing.

"Hmmm" he replied while coming closer to me as I moved back a little.

"Hmmm" I imitated him in a annoyed way, as tears didn't stop leaving my eyes. Was this the end? "Hmmm means yes so, you mean it's true, Mr Min. See, you finally ended up saying the truth. I know that you dont love me." I said as he continued taking slow steps towards me.

"So, you have started to understand me so well, Mrs. Min, that you can make out what I need and what I don't. You have come to know everything?" he asked.

"Yes, I have come to know everything." I said with confidence. "Whatever you have understood is wrong." He replied.

"No, I know everything-" I stopped as my back touched the wall, and he placed his hand above my head on the light switch, which caused the lights to switch off, only a few orange-yellowish dim lights were on.

I got confused as I looked here and there avoiding him, but when my eyes finally might his he was already looking at me. He did that on purpose. The lights. He switched them off on purpose.

"Mrs. Min, I'm going to tell you what I really want now." He said as he came closer to me and then continued, "Shall I tell?"

"You have to say it today." I said not breaking the eye contact. "Should I really tell?" He asked, he was teasing me again. 

"Tell me right now." I replied sternly.

His hands slowly went to my waist as the dress in my hand which I took earlier to change dropped to the ground, he slowly came closer to my left cheek and kissed it softly. I closed my eyes feeling his touch on my skin and the tingling sensation in my body.

He slowly brought his face in front of mine our nose were almost touching, "Should I tell what else do I want?" I didn't say anything as he went to my other cheek and kissed it also softly. Coming back in front of me, he looked at my lips as he bought his hand to cup my cheek, came closer and attached his lips to mine, slowly moving them on mine.

I tried to match the rhythm and kissed his back. My mind went to the first time we kissed. That time I was drunk but now I'm in my full sense I want this, I want him.

My hands went up to his hair pulling him closer.