It was late night I was in Yoongi's room waiting for him to come.
It was a daily routine, I didn't wait in the living room because that would disturb his mom. I used to wait for him to come then we would have dinner together.
In bitter silence.
I heard the room door opened as he entered.
He was drunk.
He closed the door and locked it.
I gulped. He never locked the door before.
He took steps towards me and took steps backwards as my back hit the wall.
I tried to move but he trapped me by placing his hands on the wall besides me.
"What...what do you want?" I asked while hesitantly looking into his eyes.
"Two things" He replied and I could smell the alcohol. He used his one hand to pull me closer by my waist so that our foreheads where attached.
"I just need to tell you two things" he said.
"But you-" he stopped me by placing a finger on my lip. I closed my eyes feeling the heat rush to my cheeks.
He slowly put down the finger and said, "The first thing is that, I don't like it when you talk to Hoseok."
As soon as he said that I looked up at him but he was looking down all the time being nervous.
MIN YOONGI BEING NERVOUS.
"I mean it's okay if you talk to him but-" he stopped as he held my hand and brought it up to my face and looked at it while I was just looking at him trying to digest his words. "when you touch him with your hands, you hold his hands, when you smile talking to him, I don't like it one bit."
"but he is my friend." I said softly. He left my hand and continued.
"That's fine. I'm not stopping you. I can't even stop you. Everyone has the freedom to live the way they want. You are my wife. Though I was forced to marry you and not willingly, but still you are my wife. That doesn't imply that you'd do what I say or obey only me. I just...I just said it since I don't like it. Like the way you don't like me being with other girls, I don't like you being with Hoseok. I mean..."
He stopped talking and just looked into my eyes. He was jealous? For me? Did he perhaps start liking me?
"A-and the second thing?" I asked smiling slightly.
"You are smiling" He stated while frowning.
I stopped smiling and shook my head as a no.
"You think I am drunk."
"No. No, Look how serious I am. I'm seriously listening to you. The first one is clear. What is the second one?" I asked him teasingly.
Drunk Yoongi. I was loving it.
"The second one is more important. You should listen carefully. You are...you are very...very frustrating. You're getting into my head." He said as he annoyingly held his head.
"What?" I asked
"My head...argh..." I held him as he was about to fall.
"You're very beautiful" he confessed. I looked at him. Finally. Finally. FUCKING FINALLY.
"There. I said it. I said both the things." He said as I smiled slightly. I should have recorded this. I would have been fun to see his reaction in the morning.
He slowly cupped my face, "I wonder what spell you have cast on me. The more I drive you away from myself, the closer I want you to come to me."
"Even I don't know what is this. I should be hating you after the wrong things you have done. You're someone I should hate but..."
"Hate? When you come near me I don't see hatred in your eyes. Do you really hate me?" He asked looking into my eyes.
"How can I hate you? I have done everything for you, given up every single thing in this world for you. I love-" I stopped as I saw something on his neck.
A hickey.
He was with another woman before he came here. My hands left his face as tears started to form around my eyes. Why Yoongi? I thought you started to feel something for me. I thought you wanted to give this marriage a chance. I gulped.
"But now I think my decision changing, Yoongi. I can't take it anymore. It feels like you can never return. This Yoongi is broken beyond repair, I'm afraid I can't fix him. I feel tied up in this marriage now, Yoongi. I feel like you're just going to see me as someone who you hate, you'll never love me, Yoongi. Will you?" I asked while having some hope in my eyes.
"N-no. I can't. I can never love someone else. I agree you do have an effect on me, Rose. You are the best woman on this planet. You're very beautiful too. But I'll always love her. It will only be her, Rose. It's not your fault, it's mine, I can never love someone again. Min Yoongi's heart can never beat for any other girl." He said while looking into my teary eyes.
"Okay. I understand." I whispered.
He took two steps back and left my waist. He was telling me to leave.
I moved towards the door and looked back at him once, he was still standing there facing his back towards me.
I turned around to leave. Just like he wanted, I left.
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Always Waiting || MYG
Fanfiction"I've realised that I was always waiting on the wrong platform, no matter how long I stand here, the train I want will never arrive." - Kim Rose "You fell in love so did I. There is craziness in you and me too. The only difference is that you fell i...
