First Love | xBayani

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There are a lot of time skips in this chapter, just letting you know. Enjoy!😀☺️
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Bee and I returned to the house we were renting with other cube members and decided to watch the movie which was thirty minutes in when we got there. Jordan, Ryan, Kevin, Will, and Issac left to get a hotel. Everyone gave me a small portion of the candy that they had and it made me feel better knowing that they cared. Even though I didn't want them to pity me or feel bad for me I just accepted it because I know that even if I tell them not to feel that way they won't listen. My eyes start to droop as I feel myself getting tired.

-Time Skip-

"BELLA!!!!" I hear someone yell in my ear and shake me as I jolt awake. I open my eyes and see that Straub was the one who woke me up. "Everyone's gone to bed. I didn't want to leave you here sleeping so I woke you up," He says than leaves to go to his room. I get up off the couch and walk up stairs to my room. As I get in, flashbacks of Jordan and I's argument comes back to my mind. I try my best to ignore it and climb into bed and fall asleep right away.

-Time Skip-

I am now getting ready for the cube meetup which is in an hour. I already showered and did my makeup and was finishing up by making my hair wavy with my curling wand. I walk down the stairs to see everybody ready to go.

-Time Skip-

We were finally at the meetup and sadly we weren't allowed to hug any fans because of the stupid table. Anyways lots a fans came by and are still going. Before we came here I wasn't feeling the best but all these fans are making me feel so much better! I'm getting so many drawings, bracelets and letters!

"It looks like you're having a lot of fun and feeling better!" Bee comments as she signs something for a fan.

"Yeah I'm feeling a lot better!" I respond.

"That's good!" Bee replies. A fan comes up to me and gives me an amazing drawing of Jordan and I kissing and #Bellani written on it.

"I tried my best to draw it. I hope you like it." The fan says nervously.

"No, no this is actually a really good drawing. Thanks!" I say trying to make her feel good. I feel the urge to cry but I just ignore it. I've done enough crying. I take a glance at Jordan who was intently staring at me but than we both quickly glanced away from each other.

-Time Skip to last day of PAX-

"I'm so sad this is our last day!" Bee complains as we enter iHop for breakfast.

"I know!" I run a finger down my face from eye pretending it's a tear.

"You should really talk to Jordan before you leave cause you guys haven't talked to each other since the argument." Bee suggest.

"I should but I don't know what to say." I reply back to her.

"Just talk about how you feel. Maybe talk to him before everyone arrives here."

"Okay," Jordan, Ryan, Kevin, and Will enter iHop and I walk over to them. "Do you have a minute?" I ask Jordan.

"Yeah." He responds. Everyone that was with him go to the table the Bee, Straub, Mark, Graser, and other cube/uhc members were at.

"I'm really sorry about what happened Jordan. I shouldn't have flipped out at you and I was ignoring you a lot lately. I'm so sorry!" I sincerely say as I feel tears starting to form. "My mom just kicked me out of the house and shipped all of my things to England with my aunty and my cousins."

"I know I feel bad for what happened and I was going to ask if you wanted to move in with us in Vancouver but w-we..." Jordan hesitated as tears were welling up in his eyes. "broke up." Tears started to fall out of both of our eyes. We embrace each other in a tight hug just crying on each other's shoulders.

"I just wish you would've told me sooner Jordan."

"I know I should've." He wipes my tears away with his thumb. "I want us to be on good terms. I don't want us to hate each other."

"Me too. I was scared of that." I giggled. We returned to the table happily to be on good terms but sad cause this will be the last time we see each other until Pax Prime.

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A/N: Short and crappy chapter. Also sorry I haven't been updating a lot lately it's just you know since I moved my new school I go to gives me a lot more homework than my old school did and plus finals are coming up. I'll try my best to update as much as I can anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter!!!