First Love | xBayani

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"W-what? You're joking right?" I say worriedly with tears flowing out of my eyes.

"No, I'm not joking." He looks down fiddling his fingers.

"But you're going to move in like a few months? I mean you can't just move in a week." I add.

"I'm moving right after PAX is over." He says trying to grab my hand but I flinch away. A look of hurt forms in his eyes.

"No Jordan, you can't do this!" I sob trying to wipe my tears away.

"I can always come down and visit." He states.

"Jordan it's not going to be the same though!" I say raising my voice getting slightly angrier by the second.

"Everything's going to be fine though! We can always Skype!" Jordan tries to reason.

"NO JORDAN! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU?!" I yell at him. Everything we've been through and again this is the choice he is making. "YOU DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME YOU WERE MOVING TILL LAST MINUTE! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?" I state yelling. I know I could've handled this better but I was beyond angry at him.

"I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOU! I WAS SCARED OF HOW YOU WOULD REACT!" He yells back at me.

"YOU ALREADY LET ME DOWN JORDAN AND NOW YOU'RE DOING IT AGAIN!"

"WELL MAYBE IF WE'RE NOT TOGETHER ANYMORE I WON'T LET YOU DOWN OR HURT YOU ANYMORE!" Those words hit me like hard like someone just stabbed me through my heart and so much pain is surging throughout my whole body.

"Maybe that's just what we have to do." I whisper as tears slowly make their way down my face. I walk out the room and down the stairs. Everyone is silent and staring at me. I probably look like shit with mascara running down my face. Bee comes over to me and whispers, "Is everything alright?"

"I t-think w-we jus-st broke up." I whisper and Bee immediately embraces me into a hug. I cry on her shoulder again just like earlier. "Look the fuck away its non of your fucking business!" I say to everyone who is staring. They all turn their heads away immediately.

"Let's go for a walk." Bee says. I grab my jacket from the coat room and put it on while leaving the house with Bee. We walk down the street for a few silent moments until I hear my phone buzzing in my back jean pocket. I grab my phone not looking at the caller ID and answer it.

"Hello?" I speak.

"Hey Anabella!! I'm kicking you out of the house! You're an adult anyways so you can take care of yourself cause I don't really need you anymore and plus I never really cared for you or I never loved you either! So I sent your all your shit to England with your Aunt Emily Haner so you can live with her and your cousins CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU ANYMORE! Hah bye bitch! Oh and I already booked your flight it's in two days SO YOU BETTER NOT MISS IT!! Okay got to go! I hate you! Bye slut!" I hear my mom slur. Very loud music could be heard in the background. As I realize what just happened I collapse to the ground while covering my mouth with my hand and crying silently. My mom was always so nice. She always hated going to clubs and was more of a person who liked being alone. What happened to her?

"What's wrong?" Bee asks sitting down next to me.

"My mom just kicked me out of the house and all of my stuff that I don't have with me is being sent to England with my aunt so I can live with her and my cousins." I say quickly. "My mom never actually cared for me and she never loved me."

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