First Love | xBayani

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"Well I was just talking to Jordan before you came here so..." Will speaks.

"Oh, well you can continue talking to him. I'll just be here." I say awkwardly.

"No it's okay. You can talk with us if you want."

"Alright." Will unmutes his mic, takes his headphones off so I can hear Jordan speak, and tells Jordan he's back.

"Dude what took you so long?" I hear Jordan's deep voice that I missed.

"Well I just found out Bella is my cousin." He says really fast.

"Wait...What?" Jordan sounds confused.

"She is also here with me too." Will adds.

"Oh... Hey Bella. I miss you" Jordan says to me.

"I miss you too." I say back.

"You guys can talk to each other. I'll be right back." Will says leaving his room.

"So how are you doing?" Jordan asks me.

"I'm doing okay I guess. How about you?" I ask him.

"Okay. Can I ask you another question?" Jordan continues.

"Yeah."

"Are you happy?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean like are you happy with where you are in life right now."

"No, I'm not really happy right now. I'm happy that Will is my cousin but I'm not happy about what happened these past few days." I look down playing with my sleeves. "Are you happy?"

"No." Jordan's voice cracks. "I know we just seen each other hours ago and we said we loved each other but I feel like that's not enough. I feel like I need you here with me right now. I need you in my arms. I need to be able to cuddle with you when we go to sleep. I need to be able to see your beautiful face and kiss your lips. I feel like I can't live without you anymore." I hear Jordan cry out to me.

"Jordan, everything's going to be fine. I'll come visit once in a while and we will be able to do anything you want." I reassure him.

"No we won't." His voice cracks again.

"What do you mean?" I say getting worried.

"I'll never be able to hold you in my arms again."

"Don't tell me what I think you mean." A tear slips out from my eye.

"I'm sorry, I have to go."

"No Jordan stay please!" After I said that I heard 'User left your channel'. I broke down crying. He can't do this. He can't kill himself. Please no. Will barges back into the room.

"Hey.. Oh my word! Are you okay?" Will asks. I just shake my head and he comes over to comfort me. "Please tell me what happened."

"I-I think he's gonna c-commit suicide." I keep weeping. Than realize something. "I have to go to Canada!"

"What! No, you just got here and you don't have any money." Will complains.

"It's the only way he won't do it. If he's with me he won't do it. I can get some people to help me!"

-Time Skip-

After Will and I told the cube members what happened a few of them pitched in some money for me to buy a plane ticket to Canada. I was currently waiting at the airport for Ryan to come pick me up. I know I just moved to England and this is all so sudden being in Canada a few hours later but this is to save Jordan and I know only I can.

I see Ryan's car pull up and we drive to their apartment. Once we get there I bolt out of the car and into the apartment. Ryan unlocks the door to their home and I run in to see Jordan sleeping on the couch. He looked so messy and sweaty. Like he hasn't had a shower for days.

"Is he okay?" I ask Ryan.

"He hasn't been okay since we moved here. He really misses you and loves you Bella."

I walk over to where Jordan was and crouched down on the floor so my face was level with his. I put both my hands on his shoulders and shook him awake. "Jordan. Wake up." I whisper.

He opens his eyes and squints at me. "Fuck you want?" Than realization hits him. "Wait, Bella!"

"Yes." I smile at him.

"Am I dreaming? Is this real li-" I cut him off and kissed him on his warm lips. He kisses me back placing his hand on my cheek. I let go.

"Does that feel like a dream?" I laugh. He laughs back.

"What're you doing here?" He asks.

"I came here to save you before you know what."

"Why?"

"Because I still care about you Jordan. I still love you." I say sincerely. "A lot."