The Alcoholic Way to Fall inLove

G L A S S 5

E L I S E

Asking a drunktard's honest opinion about sensitive things are the best part of getting them drunk. Hindi nila maaalala paggising nila kaya safe na magsabi ng madaming bagay.

For example,

"So may nameet akong lalaki, gwapo at ilang taon lang agwat namin. I know he's married but I still kissed him and continued to flirt, am I a hoe?"

This types of questions. For the record, bagsak na si Ate Jennie, lasing na lasing na si Kuya Mark at Ate Amber, tulog si Ate Lalaine, tahimik si Lizbeth pero paniguradong lasing na at nag-iisa sa counter si Kuya Felix. Dahil nagkayayaan sa opisina namin na magbar-hopping sumama narin ako. Mayayamot narin sana ako dahil hindi kasing sarap ng boulevardier ni Emory ang inumin nila dito ng maisip ko yung advantage.

"One question," Kuya Mark gave a hiccup. "anong ginawa niya nung hinalikan mo siya."

"He, said na kasal siya and--"

"Did he kissed you back?"

"uh, no, he's pretty shocked"

"Alam mo ba bago mo siya hinalikan?" tutol niya bigla sakin.

"Yes? Nahanap ko yung wedding ring before yun e." Sagot ko.

"Then you're the hoe, alam mo na pala na kasal e bakit mo pa hinalikan." Nilaklak ni Kuya Mark ang inumin sa harap niya. Straightforward and sharp. Masakit yung sinabi niya pero aaminin ko may punto siya.

Sinabi ko kay Emory na payback yun sa kiss sa forehead ko nuong umaga pero aaminin ko, sinadya ko yon para man-flirt.

"Boo! Mali ka naman Marko eh, gumaya ka sa Marco sa AoT, hati at, tahimik!" Biglang sumbat ni Ate Lalaine kay kuya Mark bago humarap sakin.

Such a corny joke.

"Nag-usap na ba kayo non since that moment?"

"Yes, he called."

"And his reaction?"

"He's leading me, he's flirting back, he started it--and he wants to meet again actually." Ani ko at natahimik ang dalawang nagpapayo sakin.

"Yup ginagawa kang kabit"

"bebs its best if wag mo na ipursue, masasaktan ka lang,"

As expected its a no-go, I should stop. I had seen this coming I admit, in moral view it is bad, this is adultery. I know di na dapat ako humalik pa but I really couldn't stop myself.

Gwapo siya, charming at saktong type ko lang at kahit di ko siya ganon kakilala I'm already downright drunk in attraction. Parang nakadrugs ako, I feel eager and high. Siguro nagayuma ako pero hindi ako galit, I actually want more.

Fuck the morals, the bad is the pleasure.

I asked their opinion, will I follow them? ofcourse not.

I'm already way too addicted to stop.

Tumayo ako sa kinauupuan ko at binayaran ang ininom ko. Huminga ako ng malalim bago nagsimulang maglakad palabas ng bar.

"Kung ako sayo, di ako tutuloy." Biglang ani mula sa likod ko at nakatayo na doon si Kuya Mark. He was drunk, but he's very conscious sa ginagawa niya halata naman sa seryosong mukha niya.