𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙧𝙚 •《Hinata Shoyo x Reader》

𝒪𝓃e ℳo𝓇e || 44

I wasn't lying when I told my team about how it's not impossible for me to like Y/N. I always had my eyes on her. She's the complete opposite of me. I'm aware of how loud I am, so seeing someone that quiet was so fascinating for me at least.

She always slacks off on school. Sometimes she would sleep during classes. Not being a stalker or anything, but she sits right in front of me, so I always see the things that she's secretly doing to avoid the boring class. 

I have always thought of her as someone who's very delicate and serene. Her eyes show how tired and done she is, yet they perfectly complement her other facial features. She's just very pretty and pleasing to look at.

"No, I am fine Hinata, let's STUDY at the free spot beside your gym" 

I wanted to laugh and tease her when she tried so hard to emphasize the word. I thought she was innocent and wouldn't mind my way of words, so I didn't bother to fix it. But man, I was wrong. 

She was flustered. She was blushing and her hands were sweating. I like it. They're soft. I wanted to intertwine my hands with hers at that moment.

"I know, I just have a feeling that it will be our usual spot."

I giggled as I read my text again. Of course I don't just have that feeling, I wanted to make it our usual spot. I enjoy her company, and I don't know if she enjoys mine too, but as long as she isn't complaining, I'll make the best of our moments. 

"Both are fine to me." The rest of her words weren't sinking in my brain. I didn't expect her to like my personality at all.

During the time that we would have tutor sessions, I would try my best to stay quiet so I wouldn't drain her out, but it turns out that she gets worried whenever I go quiet. 

Days and weeks have passed, and Y/N and I have become closer each day, and I swear I feel like I have changed so much! I'm so caught up in her calmness.

I love watching her as if she's the moon. 

Aside from finally knowing something in class, I think there's already something wrong with my personality around her. I have learned to adjust so much that I can't even point it out! Gaaah, this is so frustrating! 

I swear I act like the same dork in front of her, but there's this unusual gentleness that takes over me.

"You didn't have to do that Y/N, I'm sorry." I apologized, and I knew it wasn't enough. I made a mistake, a grave mistake. 

I was trying to be thoughtful, but I forgot about her feelings, and I can see how nervous she is right now as she hands me these freshly made notes. was looking down, so I took it as a sign to bite my lower lip and be mad at myself. 

"Now you've really done it, Hinata!" I scolded myself. Of course I did not let her hear that. 

"Oi, don't say that out loud! You're making me look bad, Y/N!" I couldn't help but create another argument with Kageyama again. Just why is he so dense when it comes to things like this?! He's so stupid and numb that the only thing he's good at is volleyball.

Not long after, Y/N finally confessed, I didn't know that I'd be this happy, but I also don't know whether or not I should be thankful to Bokuto-san, who set her up.

We got together and there were no problems. In all honesty, she was the best girlfriend, and I always tried my best to match her. I wanted to be the best for her. I want to set her standards higher, and I don't even know why I'm doing that when I don't even have the plan to break up with her... Or so I thought. 

"You're drinking again?" Kageyama asked through the screen, I could no longer call, Y/N.

So I'm stuck with him.