Forever my quarterback/Finn Hudson

I won't let go

Finn-POV:

I sat down next to Rachel on a bench outside of school, I put my head in my hands.

"Are your okay, Finn?" Rachel asked, looking up from her phone. "Are your really letting what Santana did to that..." Rachel stopped talking and looked down.

"That what? Finish your sentence Rachel," I felt my face go red with anger, she shook her head and smoothed out her skirt.

"Charlotte is a horrible person, Finn. She's a slut and a-a fag," the last word rolled out of her mouth like nothing. She stood up and started to walk away. I grabbed her sleeve.

"You bitch! How dare you say that?!?" I know in the past I have been one to use that word more then I should, but then I learned just how badly it hurts people. I have made it my life's purpose to make sure no one ever feels that way again.

"Look, I'm sorry Finn. But Charlotte changed, not in a good way. I mean she was the head of everything under the sun, dance, cheer, glee, but now she's back on the bottom. Do you want to be stuck at the bottom?" She raised her voice and glared at me, "I am making sure that you stay on top where you belong! With me you can do everything, with her you'll be stuck! Here, with her," she spat.

"We are so done, Rachel Berry. Fuck you," I stormed off into the school, I needed to find Charlotte, there is no way she's okay right now. When she left me she was still drunk and so unstable.

"Finn, no! Please listen to me," she grabbed my hand, running her fingers over the creases in my hand. "I'm sorry okay, I didn't mean it like that. I know I should never say that word I'm sorry, but you need to understand that Charlotte left you," she looked up at me with her big eyes, "she broke you and I was here to put you back together," she put her hand on my cheek.

"Yeah, um sorry Rach. I'm just so tired and overwhelmed," I collapsed back down onto the stairs, part of me wanting to run away from Rachel and never look back but I know that she's right. Charlotte did break me, Rachel was there to put me back together no matter what.

"I know baby, I know," she wrapped her arms around me, pulling me to her chest. I felt relaxed and safe, I closed my eyes.

It's like a storm
That cuts a path
It's breaks your will, she started singing softly. I hiccuped and started crying. She ran her fingers through my hair, rocking me softly.

"Shshs I got you, Finn," she kissed the top of my head.

KPOV
I ran as fast as I could to the bathroom, of course it was almost all the way across the school. I was sobbing, trying my best to just get to the bathroom.

I all but fell to my knees in front of the toilet, losing everything that I had managed to eat today and yesterday. I clinched my shirt, refusing to touch the gross toilet.

"Kurt?" I heard Charlotte call. "Crap, hey it's okay," she knelt down behind me, rubbing my back and pushing my hair off my forehead.
It feels like that
You think you're lost
But your not lost on your own
You're not alone, Charlotte sung softly to me as I wiped my mouth with a piece of toilet paper. I was shaking, and I wanted to cry. I wanted to break down.

"Hey, hey, come here honey," Charlotte pulled me onto my lap, letting me curl up to her chest. "I've got you, my love. I've got you," she whispered as I sobbed into her shoulder.

"B-Blaine? Where's Blaine?" I looked up at her, I could feel the tears running down my face

I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you've done all you can do, I heard Blaines voice sing softly, I looked up and saw him kneeling down besides us.

"Hey, baby," he put his hand on my cheek that wasn't pressed to Charlotte's chest. "You've got a fever," he kissed the top of my head.

JPOV:

I stormed into the choir room, slamming the door shut. No one was in the room, I grabbed a chair and threw it to the wall.

Noah was dead, Charlotte is falling apart. I'm losing my siblings one by one. Charlotte isn't anything without Noah, if Charlotte dies I can't go one anymore.

"Jake!" Emily came running in, Marley was standing at the door holding Kammie. "Love, calm down. It's okay," she held her hand out to take my hand.

"Don't touch me!" I cried and threw about chair, Marley took Kammie out of the room as I tore it apart. Emily looked taken back but then she wrapped her arms around me. I fought for a second but gave up.

If you can't cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight,
And I won't let go, her voice calmed me almost instantly. She fell with me to the ground, I sobbed into my hands. She ran her fingers through my hair, making sure not to pull out my curls.

"Shshs, baby. I know, I've got you," she whispered to me. I all but screamed, I wanted Noah. I want Charlotte. I wanted my mom, how pathetic is that? I need my older siblings and mom to come and take away all my problems.

"I need him back," I whispered, Emily had tears running down her face. She was never the biggest fan of puck but this has been such a bad month that everyone was feeling it.

CPOV

Blaine and I got Kurt to my car very slowly. Kurt was trying so hard not to collapse.

"Kurt can I just pick you up?" Blaine asked and kurt once again had to stop to get his balance back. Kurts eyes started to roll back in his head, "shit, Charlotte call Burt now," Blaine quickly caught Kurt as he fell up the ground. I gasped, frozen to the ground. "CHARLOTTE!" Blaine yelled, I just stairs at Kurt. My brain replaying Noah, every time I should have noticed he wasn't okay.

I grabbed my phone, pressing 'call dad'. I wasn't crying, I had cried to much in the last few weeks. I put my hand on my forehead, squeezing my eyes shut.

"Hey, Charlotte," Burt answered. That's when I broke, and I mean I broke. "Honey, what's going on?"

"Kurt, he needs a hospital," I sobbed, Kurt still wasn't awake. Blaine had put Kurts head on his lap, he was running his fingers through his hair. "Please,"

"What? Okay, I'm coming. I'm hurrying," I hung up the phone, looking down at my best friend. His skin was paler then normal which is saying something, his lips looked dry and there were dark circles under his eyes.

My best friend is going to die. What of? I don't know. But I have a feeling this is worse then just bad migraines