Forever my quarterback/Finn Hudson

Monster

The week leading up to nationals has been the most stressful week of my life, we've had practice from 9AM to 11PM, Kurt has been having chemo every thursday, senior year is coming to an end to fast for my liking. Lucky for Kurt his chemo hasn't been hitting him as hard as some, he's gets really sick sometimes at night still, but his hair is still thick and he still can perform with us.

"Okay, guys. Good morning! Today marks two days until we're all on a plane to New York City!" Shue stood in front of us as we sat in our seats for an early morning Glee practice. "So, of course we have to work super hard today and tomorrow. But even if this is a really happy time it's also a time where we reflex on everything we've gained and what we've lost," I wiped a tear from the side of my eye. "So, since we only have 12 glee club days left of this year I dedicate this song to all our our beautiful singers who are spreading their wings and finding who they really are,"

We all gathered around and let Shue sing for us, he sang a beautiful song for us. It was forever young by Bob Dylan, we all had tears in our eyes after. Kurt had his head resting on Blaine's shoulder, knees curled up to his chest. He looked to be almost asleep but fighting it. Blaine had his arm wrapped around Kurt, his head resting on the top of his head.

"So guys, lets run-" Shue started to talk but was interupted by Sue walking into the room very loudly. "Oh great, what can we do for you Sue?" He rolled his eyes and sat down on his chair.

"Well, William I just thought you would like to know that as acting principal I need to know within the next two hours what musical your group of... gleeks are doing this year. I need to know so I can approve or decline. Hopefully, decline. And I hope you have bad luck at nationals," She smirked and walked out, making sure to knock over the stand holding the music.

Mr. Shue took a deep breath and stood back up, clapping his hands once before shaking his head and laughing.

"Well, I planned on telling you guys this after nationals but this years musical will be..." Everyone did a fake drum roll. "DEAR EVAN HANSON!!" Everyone cheered and stood up. I chuckled and spun around.

"Well, I'm of course going to be Zoe and Finn's going to be Evan," Rachel said and skipped up front. "So, as the star-" I couldn't help but laugh. I covered it up with a fake cough. "Something you would like to say Puckerman?"

"Well, I mean there's most likely going to be auditions, right?" I looked up at Shue who was rubbing his hand over his face. "I would love the opportunity to wipe the floor with Rachel Berry's ass," I got all up in her face, she laughed. "Something funny?"

"Yeah, that you think you have a goddamn chance," she shoved me, I chuckled and punched her right in the face. "YOU CAN'T HIT ME!" She yelled and came at me again. I wrestled with her for a while before someone pulled me off of her and out of the room.

"GO TO HELL BERRY!!" I screamed as Finn and Sam dragged me into the hallway, they dragged me kicking and screaming into the locker room. "Get the fuck off of me! Let me go! Let me at her!" I screamed, suddenly I felt cold water all over me. I realized they had put me in the shower, it knocked me out of the histaria.

"Charlotte, are you going to bite me again if I pick you up?" Sam asked shyly, when the hell did I bite him?! "Hey, listen to me. Knock this shit off! What the hell was that!" He pulled me out of the shower and put me on the bench. "Put these cloths on and get your ass back to the choir room, Jesus christ Charlotte," Him and Finn walked out leaving me alone in the locker room. I put my head in my hands, I really should start taking my meds again.

"What the fuck," I mumbled and changed into the cloths Sam left for me. I looked in the mirror, my makeup was running down my face. I quickly fixed it and my hair. I wanted to punch a wall, I knew Noah would be mad at me right now. I'm such an idiot.