Waving through a window

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I raced through the streets of Lima Ohio to the hospital. I was going like ten above the speed limit, but I didn't care. Burt had called saying they found something in Kurts MRI.

I've learned to slam on the brake
Before I even turn the key
Before I make the mistake
Before I lead with the worst of me, I felt my heart break as I ran through the doors of the hospital I know all to well.

"Hummel, Kurt Hummel," I said frantically to the receptionist.

"Room 12," she said not looking up from her phone, I started running through the halls to the elevator.
Give them no reason to stare
No slipping up if you slip away
So I got nothing to share
No, I got nothing to say, no one was in the elevator so it gave me a second to figure out what was going on in my brain. I squatted down, taking deep breaths.

Step out, step out of the sun
If you keep getting burned
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned, I saw Finn and carol sitting outside of the room.

"What's going on?" I ran over to them, Finn stood up and pulled me into a hug. It was a tight hug, there was no way either of us were comfortable but we needed this. I cried into his shoulder, he cried into mine.

"K-Kurt wants to tell you, Blaine's laying with him. Kurts pretty worked up, Blaine was finally able to get him to calm down," Finn was twisting my hair in his fingers, he was overwhelming.

On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass, I nodded, hugging carol before walking into the room.

The first thing I noticed was blaine laying on the bed with a big blanket lump. I realized the blanket lump was my best friend.

"Hey, Charlotte," Blaine said, he was playing with Kurts hair softly. Kurt had his eyes closed but I could tell he wasn't sleeping. "Sweetheart, wanna sit up and talk to Charlotte?" Blaine whispered softly, Kurt whimpered and hide his face into Blaines shirt.

"It's okay, Blaine. I can stay as long as he needs," I sat down next to Burt, he pulled me onto his lap. I curled up close to my 'dad'. I listened to his heartbeat to calm myself down.

"Cancer," Kurt said. I looked up quickly, "I have cancer," he didn't sit up from his spot on Blaines chest.

I'm waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
I'm waving through a window, oh, I felt Burt wrap his arms around me tighter.

"You... what? Cancer?" My dad died of sarcoma cancer, i watched him die. I was his caretaker the last few months of his life.

"Yep, in my brain. They said I have a 50/50 chance of survival," Kurt was clearly trying to stay awakes

Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me?
We start with stars in our eyes
We start believing that we belong
But every sun doesn't rise
And no one tells you where you went wrong, I looked up at Burt who quickly pulled me to his chest. I clung to his shirt as I cried.

"Can I sleep now please?" Kurt asked Blaine, you could hear the tears in his voice.

"Of course, honey. I've got you," Blaine kissed his head and hummed softly to him.

Step out, step out of the sun
If you keep getting burned
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned, I stood up and ran. I ran out of the room, I wasn't sure where I was going until I stopped right in front of Noah's room.

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