Be My Star

III

Ryan's (POV):

Running into the photo room I'd chosen my heart racing.

" Oliver — just — kissed me I —- "

I whispered to myself holding a hand over my heart my mind racing with so many questions. First Justin now Oliver, was this some type of joke or prank they were trying to pull on me or something. Rubbing my fingers over my lips the kiss playing over and over again in my head. What was going on with those two? Sighing then taking a deep breath I walked over to my chair taking a seat happy that Bae was to busy on his phone to notice anything.

When I finally finished my photos and Oliver finished his I wanted to keep my distance until after the award show. We finished our food then made our way to the car Luckily I got stuck in the car with Justin. Honestly I felt better around him, even though we kissed he complied with my wishes not to make a big deal out of it. The problem now was Oliver seemed to want to get under my skin with this, come to think of it — maybe Justin was in on it. No, no way well I wouldn't know unless I ask, problem was I'd only expose that we'd kissed.

"You ok?"

Bae asked grabbing my shoulder staring into my eyes with a worried expression. Nodding my head unable to speak my stomach felt like it was being tied in knots. As the day settled I found myself out in the balcony staring at the beautiful city view thinking about Oliver. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't stop thinking about the kisses we shared. Justin was just a quick peck so maybe that's why my feelings for him haven't changed, but somehow — Oliver's soft lips were playing over and over again in my mind. Letting my head fall into my hands when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder looking up slowly my eyes adjusting to the light my eyes widened as I saw Justin smiling down at me.

"Hey — Ryan can we talk?"

Justin said in a nervous tone taking a seat next to me his eyes on the view. This was completely out of his nature — wonder if he was going to bring up that kiss again, well he didn't really do it before and he completely complied with my wishes. He suddenly turned towards me a more serious expression on his face I could tell something was on his mind. Right as he opened his mouth to say something Oliver appeared shirtless in his swim trunks a smile on his face. What the hell is going on here? Are they screwing with me?

"Oh — was I interrupting something I'll come back later, but umm Justin — Darren wants you to be in this Tiktok with him."

Oliver said reaching his arms up flexing his muscles I found myself biting my lip my eyes wondering over every muscle feeling embarrassed as a smirk appeared on his face when our eyes met.  My cheeks started to flush in response forcing myself to stare at the ground biting my lip annoyed with myself. I heard Justin scoff in annoyance before walking off back into the room.

Oliver put his hands on my shoulders massaging them leaning down pressing his lips on my neck I couldn't help but throw my head back my eyes rolling to the back of my head.

"Ryan — Ryan — are you ok? Dude .. umm you — you should probably go and handle that man."

Oliver said snapping me out of my daydream my face flushed red as I thought back to the dream. Looking down to where Oliver was pointing staring back him sheepishly my face getting redder. Jumping up I ran into the bathroom slamming the door shut locking it behind me staring at myself in the mirror. I'd gotten a boner from Oliver hugging me — dammit!! Rushing over to the shower turning on the water throwing off all my clothes before stepping in. Leaning on the wall staring at my member holding it in my hand firmly rubbing it closing my eyes as the water ran. Suddenly Oliver filled my head the daydream, him kissing me and my mind started to run wild.

"Oolliver — aah — aah — ffuck —"

I moaned my eyes rolling to the back of my head as my imagination ran wild. This was such a shameful act, but this was all his fault all this time we've been so close and I've had to endure seeing him with other people. Ffuck!!

"Hey Ryan! You ok? Oliver told us you were feeling sick? Do you need anything?"

I heard Manager Ty's muffled voice coming from the other side of the door. Covering my mouth to avoid the embarrassment of him hearing me doing something so shameful. For a second it was complete silence then I heard his footsteps fade away. As I reached my climax I knew that I'd have to keep everything to myself. Washing my hands quickly then turning off the water before stepping out wrapping a towel around my waist. Snatching up my clothes off the floor then rushing to my room happy that Oliver wasn't here unfortunately Justin was fast asleep on the bed shirtless or course.

"Mmm."

He moaned before shifting his position turning towards the door. Chuckling to myself I walked over to my suitcase unzipping it running my fingers over the shirts I had, wondering what I should wear. Sighing I grabbed a red custom made Genshin shirt a fan had made for me and a pair of shorts. Shoving them on I zipped my suitcase before crawling into the bed. Laying on my side watching as Justin slept his face was literally so cute when he's sleeping, probably why girls love him so much. Rolling onto my side turning away from Justin still feeling a bit guilty about what just took place on the balcony and shower.

"Dammit."

I hissed pushing myself onto my elbows then pushing myself upwards sitting on the edge of the bed. Me and Oliver were friends — I mean Oliver just happened to be on my mind at the wrong time. Hhugh, plus me and Oliver were strictly friends nothing more nothing less, and he knows that right? Suddenly Justin latched on to me smiling his cool hand pressed against my chest. Shutting my eyes wanting to put all of this past me, since the MTV awards was tomorrow stuff like this didn't matter. After tomorrow I'll put all of this behind me, as for the situations with Justin and Oliver it was forgotten.