Be My Star

XI

Oliver's (POV):

After we reached our climax we laid in bed panting trying to catch our breaths staring into each others eyes. We fell asleep after a few minutes and woke up in each other's arms wondering if it was worth it to tell the boys anything. We'd eventually have to tell them, but for right now I think it's best we get up before we have to get a punishment for missing the meeting. We both got dressed but I couldn't help but feel bad as Ryan struggling to stand because he was still feeling the effects of last night. Eventually we made it at 8:45 unfortunately Justin and Seb made it at 9:01 so they'd have to endure a little punishment it wasn't harsh though they only had to do 30 pushups on their knuckles.

After the meeting we shots some videos for our channels then our group channel. It was a less busy day today since we didn't have an interview. This also just gave me a chance to have Ryan to myself and take him out on another date. Taking my phone off charge I started to search up new restaurants in LA that I could take Ryan. Scrolling through google I found a Vietnamese restaurant called DUA Fish Tank it was expensive, but Ryan deserved the best. Clicking on the number putting them on speaker phone happy that I'd found something in time.

"Hello this Is Dua Fish Tank how may I help you."

A guys voice said his voice sounded so upbeat and cheerful. Sighing I stood up walking over to my door closing it and locking it to make sure no one walked in on me especially Ryan.

"I'd like to make a dinner reservation for two tomorrow if you have any open slots,please."

"Alright — ok — we have an open slot for — mmm let's see Ah, we have one open for 6 o'clock."

"Yes — that's fantastic thank u."

"Mm k bye see you tomorrow."

He said before hanging up but now I was going to need to ask manager Ty if this was ok. He would be surprised to hear about me going on a date since I've never brought up anyone. Stuffing my phone into my pocket I unlocked my door opening taken aback to see Ryan standing in front of me. He didn't even say a word he just walked in and made himself comfortable in my bed. Shutting my door back I stripped out of my shirt throwing it onto a nearby beanbag. Walking over to my bed staring down at him as he smiled softly making my heart melt.

"Cuddle tonight?"

I asked climbing on top of him my face inches from his I could smell his Dior cologne was strong. Sighing I laid down next to him pulling him into my arms holding him tightly. Pressing my lips onto the top of his head as he buried his head in between my collarbone and head. Dammit! I needed to ask Ty for some free time before I can take Ryan out. Unfortunately Ryan wasn't going to let go of me now he was latching onto me like a cub would do their mother.

"Ryan?"

I called out running my hands through his hair hoping for a response, but he didn't respond he just kept his face buried. Scoffing at his brat like behavior I sighed in defeat realizing I'd lost before I could even start fighting. Suddenly the door opened and Darren's peeked his head through the door behind him the rest of the boys followed. Angrily glaring at them, but it has no effect they just took an empty spot on the bed. Ryan suddenly jumped up he immediately stared at me pouting, and I couldn't help but smile. He just pushed me away climbing off the bed storming out of the room. None of the other boys noticed they were all just laughing and enjoying themselves.

"Dammit."

I said climbing off the bed pushing Kane away when he tried to pull me back into bed. Running after Ryan trying to catch him, but couldn't he slammed the door in my face before I could reach him. Knocking on the door wishing I'd just locked the door to keep them out.

"Ryan — please— look can we talk please."

I whispered not wanting the other boys to overhear us.  Knocking on the door three more times feeling slightly frustrated with him now, we lived in the house with five other guys including managers Ty and the media team I don't understand why the hell he's upset. Knocking on the door again resting my head on the door, but no answer instead he started blasting music to block me out.

"What's wrong with Ryan?"

I heard Seb asked behind him Justin who looked equally worried. Holding my hand up to knock again but instead I just gave up walking back to my room. The guys were now playing smash bros loudly yelling. Taking a seat next to Kane when Regie suddenly pulled me out of my chair sitting down in the chair smiling menacingly.

"Come sit down here."

Kane said cheerfully patting his lap a bright smile on his face. The first thing that came to my mind was how upset Ryan would be, but then again I wasn't really going to constantly worry about the little things that upset him it was to tiring. Taking a seat on Kane's lap giggling as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I left my phone in here have any of you —- "

Ryan said stopping in the middle of sentence his eyes locking with mine. For a second there was complete silence before Ryan turned away walking out of the room. Jumping out of Kane's arms I slammed my phone down on the counter running after him grabbing Ryan's hand pulling him back.

"Let go of me! Let go!!"

He yelled out trying to pull my hand off of his but I wasn't letting him go that easy. Dragging him to the other side of the house and up the stairs that lead to the roof shutting the door behind us. Turning to him taking a deep breath trying to sound as calm as I could.

"Ryan, you can't seriously be upset with me right now?"

"You seriously just go around flirting with everyone."

"What the — look Ryan I'm not going to do this with you. I love you — I love you and only you!"

I said pulling him into a hug holding him tightly so he couldn't escape. Holding my hand on his head with my arm wrapped around his waist. Pressing my lips onto his head then stealing a kiss before he could get a word in smiling as the rain started to fall pounding against the pavement. When the rain started to get heavier we rushed back into the house sopping wet when we got into the hallway I couldn't help myself I kissed him again wrapping my hands around his tiny waist.

"I love you."

"I love you More."

Suddenly I heard a gasp and I immediately snatched away feeling my face turn red as the guys stared back at us with their jaws to the floor. We hadn't intended for them to find out this way, but fuck it —- I didn't want to hide it anymore.

"So — guys we didn't want you to find out this way but — me and Ryan are in a relationship and I know that relationships within friend groups are dangerous but we are willing to take that risk."

I said looking over at Ryan who seemed a bit shy but was not backing down. At first we were nervous about how they respond but they just surrounded us and gave us a group hug of course Darren made it weird declaring Ryan had broken his heart for the last time.

I ended up just telling Manager Ty about me and Ryan the next day since I fell asleep before I could ask yesterday. Surprisingly he agreed to let me take Ryan out promising that this wouldn't end up hurting the group and I of course promised him it wouldn't. When me and Manger Ty got done talking I walked back into my room rushing into the shower taking a hot bath then getting dressed. Grabbing a rose out of the bouquet a fan had given me I put it in my mouth and headed to Ryan's room.

"Ryan."

I said walking into his room to see him playing a game on his computer a bright smile on his face when he saw me out the corner of his eye. Slowly making my way to him I pulled him out of his chair dragging him over to his closet pushing him against the wall.

"Get dressed."

"But — "

"No buts just get dressed."

I said my lips inching closer to him brushing my lips over his teasingly before pulling away walking out of the room, smiling as I heard him groan in agony.