I'm five months pregnant,Joseph and me are going to do a gender reveal today. Roux is excited she's going to be a big sister. Joseph has become more relaxed but still worried about him being a father,but he's been so amazing and so supportive.
"Good morning my baby,and my lil baby"He whispered kissing me and kissing my bump.
"Morning Joseph from me and lil baby"I laughed
He looked up and smiled resting his hand on my bump. I smiled at him as I felt a kick,he laughed and kissed my bump.
"So you excited to find out our baby's Gender Becks?" He said whilst rubbing my bump.
"Yeah I'm still hoping it's a boy"I said holding his hand on my bump. He looked at me and gulped,I cupped his cheek and he relaxed.
"It's gonna be okay Joe I promised"I said kissing him,he nodded his head. I kissed his head and he cuddled into me.
"Morning mommy"Roux said with a smile toddling over to me.
"Good morning my sweet baby girl"I lifted her up to me and then I realised why she didn't say good morning to Joseph,he was asleep with his head in my neck.
I stroked his face softly and kissed his head.
"You okay sweetie?"I whispered
"Hungry"
"Oh okay hunny one minute"I said gently placing his head into the pillows. A slight whimper left his mouth and I held Roux's hand walking her down the stairs.
I sat her in her chair, giving her food to then find my man behind me holding hips.
"How dare you leave me in bed alone"He huffed I laughed at his remark.
"Might have to get used to it some,crying baby,me needed to changed the nappy"
"Don't even"He gagged
"Gonna be daddy soon Joe gonna have to get used to a strong stomach"I smirked he laughed and shook his head.
"I'm still down for it though baby"His hands on my bump.
"I'm hungry"I yawned
"I'll cook us something hunny"He said kissing my cheek.
Hours later The reveal
Joseph and me were dressed and our friends and family arrived,Joseph's father and mother also arrived.
"You okay baby?"I asked him as he was sat on the bed not talking.
He nodded his head resting his head in hands.
"Joseph"I said softly
"I'm sorry,I just I'm worrying okay just let me worry"he snapped
"Joseph please,it's okay I promise you're gonna an amazing dad"
"I'm not ready Becky,I never will be,I didn't want this. I can't handle this pressure cause if I ain't a good dad then I'll lose you. I'm gonna a shit dad I'm gonna lose you and I'm gonna the lonely,depressed motherfucker"He whimpered
"Joseph"I whispered
"I can'tloseyou again"He cried
"Joseph come here"I said standing in front of him. He shook his head and wiped his eyes.
"You really gonna make me rag you up by your hair?"I laughed
A little chuckle slipped from his mouth,I waited for him to stand up and took him in my arms.
"I told you before,we are going to do this together"I said holding him close
"I'm sorry"
"Don't apologise for saying you need help baby"I said kissing him
"Let's go find out the gender Hmm?"He said with a smile on his face
We walked out and everyone hugged and kissed us. We were so excited,we took our places in front of the crowd,Joseph's hand around my hip pulling me into his warmth.
"3-2-1"everyone cheered as we fired the confetti canons.
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"We are having a boy"He smiled with tears down his face
"Baby"I said holding him close
"I love you Becky-I'm gonna try for you I promise"
"I know you are but we got this. Our little baby Joe"I chuckled and he smiled.
