Don't lose HOPE [COMPLETED]

Chapter 38

HOPE

After a few hours of rest and dinner, Evelyn drags me up to the Media room while our guys have some meeting in Richards office. Evelyn tells me that it's nothing to worry about. Both Alphas have weekly meetings with their Betas, Gammas and Lead warriors.

"Your mark hasn't healed yet," Evelyn says surprised when we sit down on the pillows in front of the couch.

"Zeke kind of marked me again," I say shyly.

"He what? God, Hope."

"Why,iIs it dangerous?" I say a little worriedly.

"I don't think so. I've never heard of it, though. Kind of kinky if you think about it. Maybe I'll let Chris mark me again," she says dreamingly.

"So, I have a few questions again about, you know, werewolf babies and stuff."

Evelyn chuckles. "Go on."

"You're really tall and the guys are huge. Are the babies also huge when they come out? I mean, as a human, would I be able to give birth to a werewolf without destroying my...lady parts?"

She bursts out laughing. "You're so funny, Hope. No, they're like average babies. We usually don't start to fill out and get our strength until we're teenagers. Alphas are a little earlier, though.

I let out a breath of relief.

"What do you mean, Alphas. What if we have a girl?"

"Oh, you don't know this part? Well, since Zeke is an Alpha and you're his Luna, your firstborn is going to be a boy. I know, it's really sexist. Like why can't a Luna run the pack, right?" she says, rolling her eyes. "Anyway, that's how it's always been. The Alpha and Luna of a pack always get a boy first to be sure to have an heir.

"But you can have a girl too?"

"Yes, after the firstborn Alpha, there can be both boys and girls. What's with all the baby talk? Are you planning on having a baby soon?" she asks excitedly, clapping her hands together.

"No, God no! It's just that Kate keeps talking about grandpups and Zeke kind of mentioned that it's important to werewolves to procreate to get offsprings to keep the pack growing and strong...and for us, it means that we have to provide the pack with the next Alpha, which is a lot of pressure for someone who's just 18, has just gotten her first boyfriend, just started having sex and just learned about this whole thing," I say rambling nervously.

"Don't worry, Hope," she says, putting her hand comforting on my knee. "Zeke hasn't even taken over the pack yet, so there's no rush. He didn't pressure you about the marking and mating. He won't pressure you about babies either. I mean, you haven't even been properly introduced to the pack yet. After next Saturday, everyone will know who you are, though."

"What's next Saturday?" I ask nervously.

"Doesn't he tell you anything? I swear to god, those men," she says, sighing. "Next Saturday is the monthly pack-meeting. Everyone will be here and you will get introduced to the pack."

I feel my heartrate speeding up. I know how big this pack is. I saw all the warriors at pack-training, and that was only the warriors. There are like hundreds of them. I mean, I knew that it was going to happen eventually, but next week?"

Suddenly, we hear a growl in the hallway and Zeke comes barging in with Chris, Ryan and Ben behind him. His eyes are glowing red and he looks angry, but he walks over to me and lifts me up in his arms, making me wrap my legs around his waist.

He looks at me worriedly. "Are you okay, Hope? Why are you scared?"

Evelyn just rolls her eyes. "You know, you could just mind-link her and ask her instead of coming in here, guns blazing." Zeke growls at her and she bows her head. "Sorry, Alpha."

"Zeke!" I scold him. "I'm okay, but you never told me that I'm meeting the whole pack next Saturday. That's why I got scared. I'm not good with a lot of people," I say, looking down and fiddling with his t-shirt.

He nuzzles the crock of my neck to calm down, then licks my mark, making me moan.

"Okay, let's go," Ryan says and pushes Ben out the door. Evelyn and Chris leaves too.

"I'll make you feel safe, like I did when your parents were here," he says, scraping his withdrawn canines against my mark, making me shiver, and the fear leaves my body instantly. "I didn't tell you yet because I didn't want you to worry about it the whole week, but I was going to. I would never keep secrets or lie to you, Hope."

He pushes his soft lips to mine and kisses me passionately. I moan and he growls while he pushes the bulge in his pants upwards. He walks us over to the couch and sits himself down with me straddling him. I put my hands under his t-shirt and run them over his ripped abs, up to his pecs and scratch my nails over them lightly. He lets out a growling purr and his eyes turn red again. It feels like I'm on fire, and I wonder if it's always going to feel like this when I touch him.

We kiss while I continue to explore his body with my hands. He pulls his t-shirt off, then puts his big hands on my waist. I start grinding on his bulge, making him growl again.

"Zeke," I moan, and he lifts me off his lap so he can take his pants and boxers off. He pulls my shirt, bra and panties off, but keeps the skirt on. He sits down again with me straddling him. I rub my pussy against his erected cock, then lift myself up a bit to let him slip inside me.

I never imagined sex to be this good. I'm addicted, and I know that it's the mate-bond that makes me want to mate with him all the time, but not only that. I think I would be addicted to him even without it.

I ride him up and down and roll my hips. I'm so wet that I can feel my juices coating his big cock before I've even cum. Zeke leans his head back and I hold my hands on his chest and start clawing when I feel myself getting closer. He leans his head up again when he feels my walls tighten and growls while his canines come out. He bites down on my unmarked shoulder, and that euphoric feeling takes over again as I cum and he fills me up. His growl sounds more like a roar, and I moan out loud.

He withdraws his canines and licks the new mark he gave me. I collapse against his chest. I'm breathing heavily and I'm exhausted, but I notice that every time he marks me, ha makes me feel like I'm happier and stronger. That euphoric feeling makes my whole body gain some kind of boost. It doesn't even sting like the first time he bit me, it's just pleasure and divinity. I don't know how else to describe it.

At dinner, Kate notices my new mark on my other shoulder and looks a little worriedly at Richard, who notices it too.

"Zeke, did you mark Hope again?" he asks him confused.

"Yeah, why?"

"Well, you're just supposed to do it once. I've never heard of anyone marking their mate twice."

"Thrice," Zeke says and keeps eating.

"What?" Kate says, and they look worriedly at me.

"I've marked her three times, but twice on the same spot."

They just look at us confused.

"Is dangerous?" I ask them, feeling a little worried by their reaction.

"It shouldn't be," Richard says. "It's just that we've never heard of it before. You're not feeling weird or sick in any way?"

"No, I feel really good. A lot better."

"Well, then I guess there's no harm, but I can talk to one of our doctors just to be sure."

"I would never hurt her," Zeke growls."

"Of course you wouldn't," Richard says, "but there must be an explanation to why you feel the need to keep marking her, and we need to know if it's okay."