All of me (Part of Me Book 2)

Chapter 12

"Who do you want to hurt and suffer?"

Kier's POV

I no longer know if I am the bad guy but does it matter now? When she was in pain I am the one who's there for her. Though I admit, most of the time before, she wanted me to stay away. She told me multiple times that she can't afford to hurt me because I was important. But I am persistent when it comes to the people that I dearly love. So as cliche as it may sound, pinagsiksikan ko 'yung sarili ko. Kahit masakit. I lose my rationality the moment I fell in love. Pero hindi naman ako ganun kasama para ilayo sakaniya 'yung kasiyahan niya. I was about to give up before but she told me that she's willing to let me in. Pinapasok niya nga ako sa buhay niya but I didn't replace his space. I have my own. A little bit of space but I didn't mind. Until our little Star came.

Kaya kong magparaya but when our daughter came to the picture. No. Star doesn't deserve a complicated family and life. Maybe she was made with complications and one sided love, but that doesn't mean she deserves those. Kung may dapat mang masaktan para sa tama, it's Brielle and I... and Henson. Hindi dapat si Star ang masaktan. She's too young to be surrounded with cruelty. As a parent, I'll give her the best. I'm keeping Brielle, but it's no longer for my love for her but for my daughter. I know I lose that fight with Hens. But I can't lose the fight for Star.

"Good morning! I'm back!"

I heard the front door open and Brielle entered with her bag and infectious smile. I smiled a little and meet her halfway. I need to talk to her now bago pa mas maging kumplikado ang lahat. It'll turn out this way anyway. The sooner the better.

"Brielle." I started seriously and her smile starts to fade away. And it gave me a little flinch of pain. What if that's the last smile I'll receive from her? She didn't answer but her frown started to form. I gave out a little sigh and dropped the bomb.

"Who do you want to hurt and suffer? Star and I? Or you and Hens?"

She gasps and her eyes are glistening with tears that begged to be let to flow. She knows what I am asking. And I know that she knows that this time will come. And I can see that she still doesn't have an answer but I need them now.

"Kier." She mumbled and she drops her bag and covered her mouth with her hands, trying to contain a sob. This is heartbreaking but this is no longer about me, her and Hens anymore. We put a little innocent girl in the picture.

"If you want to be with him. Go. I love you, Brielle. But I know from the start that I never had your heart. So papalayain kita but I'll take Star with me." I said with dignified tone.

I feel so horrible. I am threathening her just to have her. I really am the villain in their lovestory but I'll be the hero for Star.

"I already lost you. Oh no, who am I kidding? You can't lose someone who's never been yours. I never had you."

"I told you I love you! Isn't it enough?!" She yelled and her tears look like a river.

"It was never enough. And it will never be. Ever. Kahit ilang beses mong sabihin sakin 'yan. Wala na, Brielle. Because I know that hanggang ngayon, siya parin yung totoong mahal mo. I can lose you to him but I can't lose Star." I said then turned my back to her.

This is a first.

"10 am departure to Taiwan. Choose us then you can come. If not, go upstairs and say goodbye to Star. Star and I still have an hour to prepare before we go to the airport." I added before walking away.

I know she'll make the best decision.

"I'm coming with you." She stated and I know it's breaking her.

I know you will, Brielle. I feel so horrible to have you this way, but it's better than not having you in any way.

She chose us because of Star. But it doesn't matter.

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A/N

Things happened. I never wanted Kier, Henson and Xyril to have this kind of ending but I have no other choice. The author of their side doesn't want to finish this anymore, but I can't bear to just let my side hanging. I want to finish Xynne's story. So I'll continue Xynne's side. I can't handle two stories in one book so I need to end Xyril's story. I'm sorry. I am not capable of writing complex stories in one.

And I can't delete this story and let the readers hanging just like the characters that I created either.

So yeah. From now on, it's about Xynne. I'll still give you a glimpse of what's happening to Hens though. I can't let him suffer just like that. Everyone deserves someone anyway. :)

Another thing, I deleted Megan Fionn's story because I am not the one who wrote it. But I'll write her story in time. Sorry to say this but I have other things in mind for her side so I need to reset.

Hope you understand! Thank youuuu!

^nx