Kissed By The Wind

10

kabanata 10

Marriage

I checked my phone and I felt relieved that the news got taken down. I don't usually read or check my phone whenever office hours but this time I got to work on this. I have my own telephone in the office and my laptop so there's no reason to check my phone. I check my phone sometimes that is worth to check and reply for. One of my men sent me a message about the news. I turned off the vibration and the tone sound of my phone to keep me off from checking it.

Ramon:

Tapos na boss.

I put my phone down as I continue back to work. All of this paperworks gives me a head ache. I've been doing good and I see no complaints from my business.

Hindi ko alam kung saang parte ako nagbago at bakit inuna ko na ang pagtatrabaho. Surely, it wasn't Asteria who made me change myself. It was me. It was when I realize Vinda was treating me like a horny teenage boy. It was like I'm back to my old self again, she's been scolding me non-stop. Embarassed and ashamed, I decided to work on myself. 

I liked to play with women, bringing them to bed and providing my needs and their needs. I did experience relationships, all of them come from big names, but that didn't matter to me at all. But that doesn't make them special and all that kind of shit, because all of the relationship that i experienced, ended pretty bad.

Not to say all of them are bad and mischievous. To be fair, I was a jerk too. I was not serious and I liked to play both sides. It was all lust. 

Good thing it ended since I was toxic.

I knew myself, I knew that all along. My dad would always cursed at me and punch me in the face. I still remember the time he punched me because I spent my time fucking women instead focusing on our empire. Hindi niya pa ibinigay sa akin ang lahat ng responsibilidad since mom was pregnant. I think I was still 19 or 18? I forgot.

Ibinigay niya lang ang lahat ng responsibilidad ng Klaus came and when he had an heart attack. Mom forced him to stop working and let me handle all the responsibilities. I was the reason why dad had an heart attack. It was a scandal for me, alright. There was also talk of some bad rumors. The journalist said in the newspaper that I was doing drugs which why I party so much. False. I came for women. They do good job on that fancy club. You know what kind of job that is.

I stopped that kind of thing when Dad had it and I started focusing on our business. Sometimes, it ran across my mind to make my own, but that thought was completely crushed when I started playing with women again. There's no hope for me. I'm addicted. It's a shameful thing.  

I felt so bad about myself and then the next day, I started doing that shit again, which is so draining. I can't stop. Until mom and Vinda stepped in, they did their thing as sisters. My parents travelled to Paris, and they left Klaus up to me as Tita Vinda keeps bugging me. My parents were on a vacation, and half of the reason is that they wanted me to take on such big responsibilities so I could focus on myself and on the business.

One day, I got into a scandal with a woman named Lorie. That was her name. She's a famous model, and she's the daughter of some big names. She's crazy. She wanted me so badly and then when I refused to click with her once again, since I don't really tend to repeat my past relationships, when it ends, that's it. She was in a rage and she posted a statement about committing suicide and even included us in creating a nasty rumor about our business and stacks. That was foul. I have never talked to her since then. Ma'am Vinda, and my dad was furious. Well, I wish I'd talked through it to create peace in her and my family, especially our relationship, but I was too busy with business.