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stupid

that's how i feel.

why in the fuck did i kiss him?!

At the moment i just felt like i needed to, in some way. I just said to myself 'fuck it' you only live once right?

It's been at least 6 hours since our little moment that i fucking caused. When i pulled away he didn't say anything and neither did i, what was i supposed to say?

'hey, why aren't you saying even though we just kissed?' that shit doesn't make fucking sense, i tend to overthink loads of things but this is something i've been overthinking all damn night. i didn't even sleep for god sake!

But i have to see him again today for the fucking, mission we have going on in getting information from alia and that's it.

I looked at the clock beside me and it was 6:00 am, so I groaned.

I looked to my right side to see hope sleeping peacefully, she looked so beautiful as she slept. she's the reason i'm even here in the first place, she's my hope, my only reason for not giving up on anything. I smiled slightly, i slowly caressed her cheek and a small smile came on her face and she turned to face me.

she's having a nice dream.

My head turned to the door as i heard knocking,

"come in." i whispered to not wake her up.

The door opened and kai walked in. shit.

My eyes slightly widened at him being here, oh I don't want to talk about my stunt the other night.

"we are going to get your friend in 30 minutes so, get ready and hope will be taken care of by my mother." He said casually, the relief and confusion that ran through my head at this time. i'm happy that we are not talking about the kiss but also confused as to why we are getting alice so early.

"ok."

He didn't say anything and just walked out of the room closing the door behind him. That was a good conversation, don't you think?

-

I got in the car with ten other men, why do we need so many?

We're only getting one person, not the fucking queen of england.

I was sitting in the back with alessandro and other men that i didn't know, and me and him went over the plan again. She gets up for work at 7:00 and gets out of her house by 7:45. we will grab her and shove her in the car and in the drive back i will explain everything to her, she may-well, she will freak out.

But, it doesn't take long for her to get adjusted, it doesn't feel right dragging her into this. She isn't innocent and  she still has her whole life ahead of her, i don't want to take that away.

Alessandro looked over at me and rubbed my back,

"Hesitating?" He asked.

I nodded.

"Once this is all over she'll be able to go back to her normal life, don't worry Harper." He assured me.

That's a good thing to hear,

"After she's done, you get her out of here." I said,

"Yes Ma'm." He said.

At this point I feel like I'm dragging people into problems that I need to fix alone, I appreciate all the help from them.

But, I think that I don't need to put anyone else in harms way.

A few minutes later we pulled up in the back of her house so she won't be able to see us, the two men that were in the front signaled for the other I don't know, 8 men including Alessandro to go inside.

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