Yantao headcanons and oneshots !! (EDITING)

please don't go. (angst)

3rd person POV:

Hutao wasn't immortal. The rumors of her being cursed were true all along. Now, she was close to death. As hutao laid in a bed waiting for death to take her. She couldn't do anything about it. There was no cure. "No cure?.. no! no..! there HAS to be something that can help..!" Yanfei cried out. "I'm sorry, Ms. Yanfei, but theres nothing that can cure her." The doctor said. Those very words broke Yanfei's heart into a million pieces. She couldn't lose Hutao. Hutao was her only love in this world. The only reason she keeps going. The only reason she chooses to keep living. "You..You're joking...right?... THIS HAS TO BE A JOKE!.." Yanfei cried. Theres was nothing she could do and she felt so horrible by not being able to help her girlfriend. The doctor sighed and called the nurses to escort her out of the room Hutao was in. The nurses grabbed Yanfei and tried to lead her out. " NO! NO..! get off of me!! I CAN'T LEAVE HER HERE!!!!" She yelled. Her attempts of pushing and tugging her way out of the nurses' grasp was in vain. She cried and yelled until her voice was gone.

Yanfei's POV:

"I can't get leave her there!! I CAN'T LOSE HER! Let! Me! Go!! please!" I cried and screamed for the nurses to get off me but every time I try, their grasp gets tighter and tighter. "I'm a lawyer! I could EASILY get you in trouble!! PLEASE! LET GO OF ME!" I was getting desperate. I couldn't get free. I couldn't do ANYTHING. The fountain of tears coming from my eyes slowly felt like acid. I was so tired of fighting. I just wanted to be with her.

3rd person POV:

The nurses put Yanfei out of the building. She was just in tears of disbelief. "this....THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!" Yanfei whined. She knew theres was nothing else to do other than go back home. Alone. She called zhongli to pick her up and drive her home.

Timeskip.

Yanfei arrived home. She unlocked the door and went straight to her and Hutao's room. Yanfei crashed down on the bed and bawled her eyes out. It soon hit midnight and it was time to go to sleep. She had no one with her. No one to talk to before going to bed. No one crack jokes to. No one to cuddle. No one to kiss. No one to say goodnight to. All alone. In her bed. Wishing this was all a dream. Once Hutao passes, Yanfei would have no reason to keep going. No reason to cook dinner. No reason to make cute notes around the house. No reason to take care of herself. She'd be all alone.

timeskip.

The day of Hutao's funeral. Yanfei kept all her pain and sadness on the inside. She thought people would think ill of her for crying about Hutao's death. Hutao wasn't popular. Hutao was quite disliked by people. But yanfei was the only person that saw a different side of her. The loving, caring side. Without Hutao, Yanfei felt empty. She wasn't complete with out her. Once the funeral was over, Yanfei went home. She was in denial that all of this even happened. Yanfei started hugging all the pictures of her and Hutao. She started talking to herself while pretending she was talking to her dead girlfriend. She was slowly going insane.