Yantao headcanons and oneshots !! (EDITING)

"please don't go." part 2!

She was slowly going insane.

3rd person POV:

Yanfei woke up the next day. Her eyes red from crying so much. "goodmorning, Taotao."

Yanfei said. Looking to her side, She soon remembered hutao's funeral. The thoughts broke her into

a million pieces. It made her want to just forget about all of this and stay in bed. The impact of the

death of her girlfriend hurt like hearing static at full volume, it hurt her so much she couldn't

even think straight, it hurt her SO much she couldn't even hear her herself. She couldn't hear her

own thoughts. She didn't even have any. Back then, all she could think about was hutao. Now that she had passed away...

knock knock.

...

knock knock knock.

"yanfei..? are you okay in there? Can I come in?"

A familiar voice is at the door.

Yanfei's POV:

I got up from my bed, wiping my tears hoping I wouldn't look like I was crying. "Coming! jut give me a sec.." I yelled trying not to sound nasally. I checked myself in the mirror to make sure

my nose wasn't red or there were any left over tears. I quickly fixed myself and put on a soft,

fake, stupid, smile. "Hey. What's up?" I said. I opened the door and it was Zhongli. "I was just

making sure you were okay. Y'know, with hutao's funeral.." He said. I then tried my all not to cry.

I just had to suck it up. "Yea...! yea--i'm okay." I really wasn't. "So, since lantern rite is today..I

was wondering if you wanna join us. Even..without..hutao.." He said. I was fucking torn apart by

the flashbacks. I didn't want people seeing me in this awful state. I just wanted my Taotao back.

"Yanfei? Hello?" I snapped back to reality when I heard Zhongli practically yelling at me to

respond. "oh- uh- yea.. uh.. i'll be there. What time?.." I muttered out. "This evening. 5:00."

Zhongli said. I nodded pathetically and closed the door as he was walking away.

timeskip.

I sat during lantern rite. The fireworks were bright and loud. " Hey yanfei. wanna go upstairs to

see the fireworks better?" someone said. I looked up to see beidou. "sure. why not." I said. I had

no idea why I went with her. I didn't really wanna be here anyway. Beidou and Ningguang were

watching the fireworks while I was just..there. i agreed to take pictures but I really wished I

didn't. I didn't want people to see me in this dark awful depressing state without even knowing.

With every hug and conversation, I could feel their judgement and discontent knowing I

was once hutao's partner. I was the "freak" 's partner. I was so torn apart and so low in life. But i

didn't let the mask slip off and I kept going. I just wanted to go home...