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Journal Entry no. 12 - The world turned upside down

Did you ever experienced that awful feeling where everything just seems so wrong but a part of you thinks that nothing is?

Yeah. It sucks because that's what I feel, as of the moment.

I opened my Facebook account a few minutes ago seeing as I haven't checked it since yesterday, I thought that maybe I could. So, I tapped the app and was bombarded by the things written in my newsfeed and you know the first thing that I said?

WHAT. THE. FUCK?

I know that it's not right to judge and all that fucking shit but honestly, when I saw the phrase in a relationship with followed by the name of my English teacher, I choked.

You're probably wondering why I'm friends with my teacher, well, that's because at that time (that's probably like 4 years ago), I had to ask him about our project and some of the seat-works that I missed and back then, I thought he was cool, so yeah.

And you're also probably wondering why I choked, that's because the girl who tagged him in that post was at least 10 to 15 years younger than him. Yeah, that's why. I was so grossed out because if you look at their picture, my teacher could've pass as her father.

Talk about being a pedophile.

And I know, love is love and that age doesn't matter and that I shouldn't judge because I don't know the story and all that shit, just stop. Yes, I have no right to judge and that's the reason why I said that I also feel like nothing's wrong. But that doesn't change what I feel about it.

I'm still grossed out.

Also, the fact that said teacher flirted with his student a few months ago, doesn't help. That specific student is one of my batch mates. It was weird and absolutely awkward of him to do that and post their flirty conversation of said website.

Again, I say:

WHAT. THE. FUCK?

It's weird and so unprofessional of him to do that and again, I have no right to judge him so I'm sorry if I'm being such a bitch by doing so. I can't help it.

I'm just weirded out by it and it's even weirder because he teaches in a Catholic school.

Ugh.

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I'm sorry if you got offended because you don't share the same views as I. Apologies. I'm just telling people my opinion. And I know that I don't have a say in their relationship but I really just want to air that out.

Thanks for reading!

J.

PS: Yes, I'm a Catholic.

PPS: I definitely support the LGBT community.

PPPS: I just wanted you to know that