Banana Pancakes

Chapter thirty three- Flower

What's up guys, I still can't believe I'm posting both in one day..lowkey proud of myself lmao.

I hope you guys like it even thought it's hella long, I wanted to make sure that I repay all the days I could've posted but couldn't because of my mental health.

I will try and be more better and it but not promises because I can't seem to keep them because of the certain issue at hand.

But I hope you enjoy the long chapter and will see you when I can.

:)
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August 16, 2021- 12:01a.m

Who would've thought this day would come so quickly, not that I didn't want it to come quickly because I did..I really did.

But can blame me for being a nervous wreck.

..it's Qoya by the way. Shit did I forget to say that?

I just want this day to go as perfect as possible, she deserves the best and all I want to do is to make my girl happy. I can only dream of being the one to make her goals and dreams come true.

I just hope I don't mess it up
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NOBODY'S P.O.V

Qoya looked down at the perfect woman in her arms and squeezed her just a little tighter.

"This is real right?" Qoya said to herself.

Qoya sighed and smiled softly, putting her nose to Lizzie's brunette hair, the sweet smell of coconut filling her nostrils.

"I can't wait to call you all mine." Qoya said as she ran her fingers across Lizzie's right shoulder blade.

Qoya couldn't really sleep, how can anyone sleep knowing that they could potentially have a Fiancé in about 19 hours..in counting, not that she was doing that... So instead of sleeping she went over her proposal plan in her head, she went over what to do when they woke up, who to call and where they would go.

Qoya was pulled out of her trance by a jerk above her. Lizzie mumbled in her sleep and tightened her hold on Qoya, as if she would run away.

"No." Lizzie whispered, her voice coming out more of a whine.

Qoya tried to get a better look at Lizzie but she ended up moving and whimpering louder in her sleeping state.

"Lizzie." Qoya called out but that didn't seem to work because Lizzie kept repeating the word 'No' or 'Stop'

"Baby, wake up!" Qoya said louder, shaking her girlfriend out of her nightmare.

Lizzie shot up backwards, frantically looking around, not even caring she was completely uncovered. She finally realized where she was at and started crying, her shoulders shaking as she covered her mouth to keep herself from being too loud.

"Baby what's wrong?" Qoya said with concern, sitting up straight and pulling Lizzie to straddle her waist.

Lizzie didn't answer and just kept crying and crying, hugging herself and putting her nose to Qoya's neck.

"It 's okay my love, estoy aquí, tú estás aquí conmigo(I'm here, you're here with me)." Qoya cooed quietly, holding Lizzie close by her naked chest. The skin on skin contact seemed to ease Lizzie as well as the soft rocking Qoya had started to do.

She just held Lizzie as long as she wanted, hearing occasional sniffles and hiccups.

"Did you want to talk about it Flower?" Qoya asked hesitantly, kissing Lizzie on the forehead and wiping some of the tears that were left on Lizzie's cheek with the pad of her thumb.