𝐂𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

first day of school

You: Azumi/ Y/n
Your crush: Jacob
Extra characters:
Lein
Bella

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Today was my first day of school. Im really scared, wanna know why? Ever since the summer i've been scared talking to other people, other people call it anxiety.

Everytime im in public i just randomly shake or can breathe.

Bella
Lets sit together at school okay? Save me a seat.

Me
Okay.

I packed my lunch and ready to go. Im just gonna walk to school cause my school is not that far.

Im now walking on the street and im just staring on the road while walking. Im overthinking, what if when they see me, they'll expect something from me. What if when i answer my teachers question wrong and my classmates started judging me.

I remembered that i'll be sitting with my bestfriend so it'll be fine.

Im now on school.

Im looking for my classroom.

When i finally saw it i entered and saw a lot of my classmates.

They started staring at me and i can feel my anxiety attack. I can feel my legs get wobbly and my hands shaking.

This is the hard part for me. Looking for a seat.

I saw my bestfriend Bella sitting with her other friend Lein.

I stared at her, she was laughing with Lein. I look at the seat beside her and its a random girl.

I looked for another seat. I saw a seat from the back and sat there.

Theres a boy beside me and its my freaking crush. Jacob.

I stared at my shoes since i dont wanna stare at any of my classmates cause i dont wanna look creepy.

I took my notebook and did some scribbling things.

My teacher then came.

"Good morning students, i hope you had a great summer."

"Good morning teacher" my classmate greeted excluding me. I dont like this feeling.

The class started.

When the class ended i got out of the classroom. My bestfriend Bella started calling me with Lein and Jacob.

Their a random trio i think and their leader is Lein. Lein is really pretty i gotta admit.

I approached them and greet them.

"Hey"

"Wanna come with us? Lein is gonna treat us on starbucks" she said.

"Uh no th-" i started but got interrupted by Jacob.

"Shes coming" he said.

I really dont wanna come. I hate things like this, eating infront of people, eating in public.

Were inside the car.

Im now getting really uncomfortable.

We got to starbucks.

Everyone said their order and Lein went to the counter.

"You okay?" Jacob ask me.

"yeah" i answer. This is my first conversation with someone the whole day.

"You kept shaking in class earlier" he said.

"Yeah.."

"Are you sure your okay? Just tell me if i make you uncomfortable."

"Im fine....really"

"You sure?"

"Yeah, just not really onto public places hehe" i said.

Our order then came.

We drank and ate our food.

Now were inside the car again.

Jacob is the one driving. Hes dropping us on our houses.

Then its me whos gonna come home.

"Goodbye Azumi" he said.

"Goodbye, take care" i said

"Goodnight" he said and kissed my cheeks.

What did just happen?