𝐂𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

❀༄ 𝑯𝒊𝒎.

You: Cassiopeia/ Y/N
Crush: James

Contains daddy issues, depression, suicidal thoughts, bullying.
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"Cass, truth or dare?" My friend Julia asked. We were playing spin the bottle, and the bottle landed to me. I thought for a bit, truth or dare.. if I'll pick dare, its might be hard.

"Truth," I answered.

"Yehey, finally I can get to ask you this question!" Oh no, I feel like I know the question. "Who's the guy you like you keep on telling us?" Just like I said..

"I don't have one. Well I did once, but I don't like him anymore. I have zero chance with him, and just like Julia said he likes Jane." I said.

"She just asked you one question, you don't need to tell us how obsessed you are with him." Faye said teasing me.

"Fine, I don't like any guy anymore." I answered.

"You sure, Cass?" Julia asked me in a teasing way.

"Yep."

But I still like him! Wait, I'm not sure actually. He's just my happy crush, I don't like him in a way that I'll date him.

James is the guy I secretly like. He's Julia's classmate, they're actually friends. Sometimes I'll ask him if he saw Julia, it's my way to talk to him. But I know he likes Jane! Fun fact, Jane doesn't know me.

The next day at school I accidentally saw him. He's my crush again. Just kidding!

"Uhm, hey. Can you give this to Julia, she left it at my place last night." I asked him. Julia didn't really left it, it was mine. I just want to talk to him!

"Sure fine. Cassiopeia, right?" He asked. He knows my name. HE KNOWS MY NAME! calm down Cass, of course he knows you, everyone knows you cause of your dad.

"Yep, just tell her.. thanks." I smiled and left. Julia will know it's mine.

I was about to go to my classroom when a guy stopped me.

"Hey, Cass!" I heard Xavier said. Xavier likes me ever since, he's courting me. He's a great a guy he waited for me for like 4 years already, I told him to stop courting me but he won't.

"Hey, Xav." I smiled at him. I honestly don't know how I'll reject him, I feel so bad if I'll reject him.

"I got you these.." He said handing out a tulips.

"Uhm, what's this for?" I asked cause there's no occasion.

"Nothing. I just saw it, then I remembered you love those and bought it for you."

"You don't need to! But thanks, really.. this is so beautiful." I smiled as I looked at the tulips. I can't believe he did that. I was fluttered when he said he remembered me when he saw the tulips.

This is the reason why I feel bad with rejecting him. I appreciate all his efforts. I always tell him to stop courting me but he keep insisting on courting and waiting for him. He's a great guy, but I still like this guy that I have zero chance with.

As class started, as usual it's really boring. I can't talk to my friends cause we always get separated. I will always try to focus with my class, it's really hard for me to focus.

Finally when my 2 subjects finish we get to have a thirty minutes break. I was hanging out with my friends but I saw Julia outside our room looking for us.

"Hey, why did you gave this to me?" She asked. "Don't tell me you still like James.. you know he likes Jane, and I think they're already a thing." She said.