Restless In Hiding (Boyxboyxboy)

13- Heats Aren't Much Fun

*Picture Reference: The Alphas just get hotter and hotter... Kasey is on top and Kaspar is on the bottom!*

**(A/N): I apologize for the long wait, more than a week actually. I'm feeling conflicted about this chapter, I don't think it's my best work... But you could be the judge of that! I don't think anyone really pays attention to this, oh well. Thank you for your support. All the love.**

Elian's POV

"Zane, what the hell are you talking about?"

"To be in heat is to be sexually desirable by everyone with an attached nose in a ten mile radius, or more. Every werewolf that experiences their yearly heat, emits powerful pheromones which attracts males from all around. Your first heat takes place when you meet your mate and haven't decided to consummate your mating. This heat only happens to the female mates, and since there are homosexual pairings, the submissive mate usually endures the heat."

"Hey! Who says that I will be the submissive mate in this situation?" I asked, angered that there just had to be a submissive party in this heat.

Zane stopped walking and gave me a blank look as if he couldn't put up with my crap anymore. And then, before I could say anything else, he started laughing so hard that the had to bend over.

"That was... a good one... really," he said between his pants.

"I wasn't joking, Zane," I said in a disappointed tone.

We continued to venture into the forest as he sighed, "I apologize if I have come off as a rude person just now, but do you really believe that the Alphas are the submissives in this relationship of yours?"

"No, definitely not, but I don't think that a submissive should be pointed out. Why does there have to be one in every relationship?"

"It's just like that..." he said, not knowing any other way to explain what he has known since he was born.

It was by a long shot that I wasn't actually the submissive between the Alphas and I so I had to brace myself for this heat. All I knew was that I did not want to seem like a needy, desperate mate during this heat. I'd rather die than seem like that to the Alphas, for them to realize how invested I am with them, emotionally and mentally.

"So, how does this heat work?" I asked, needing all the information possible to help me.

"Okay, well, you're already off to a bad start. Normally, when mates meet one another, they bind themselves to one another as soon as possible. In your case, you obviously haven't yet. First, have you been sexual with the Alphas so far? Or have you at least kissed yet?"

My mind offered memories of the loving times that the Alphas and I have had so far and my body was filled with warmth. At this point, I didn't know if I wanted to confide in someone that I barely knew. Though, I did know that I couldn't go to anyone else right now.

"Uh, yeah. We've kissed a few times and Kaspar and I were sort of sexually active the other day," I said with my cheeks burning up.

"Ay dios mio!" he yelled out, flailing his arms in the air.

"What?"

"I said, 'Oh my God,' in Spanish."

"Why?"

"Because you're in some deep shit. Your desire and need for the Alphas will start to grow and show if it hasn't already. If you don't bond together soon, you will even if you don't want to. You'll be begging on your knees for them to take you."

I cringed at the visuals I received in my head as Zane spoke, this could not happen.

"And just wait till the bite, it'll make you feel even more horny after a few days as well," he mentioned and my eyes widened, remembering the novel that I was previously reading.