Restless In Hiding (Boyxboyxboy)

2- Lustful for Love

        *For picture reference: Kasey is on the left and Kaspar is on the right.*

        Elian's POV        

        Lust.

        An uncontrollable emotion of sexual desire.

        Eyes filled with this lust was present in the two Alphas' eyes of the Celestial Hala Pack. Sweat secreted from my body as I contemplated on the idea that Kaspar and Kasey knew what I was up to. Their attention was always averted to me as I greeted all of the other Alphas that were present at the festivity.

        When I finished with the introductions and greetings, I excused myself to the nearest restroom without the company of my guards. They were hesitant to leave me be, but they cannot disobey my orders. When I entered, I locked the door behind me and rushed to the sink to freshen up and immerse my face with cold water. Afterwards, I stuck myself in a bathroom stall and locked the door as well. My state of mind was in a frenzy as I considered the possibility of the enchantment wearing off. The odd factor of the enchantment wearing off was that it never had before. Not in the decade that I have been performing this spell had it ever failed me.

        As I sighed, I heard the bathroom door being knocked down. There were two inhumane growls that were heard throughout the bathroom in harmony. Then I heard each door to a bathroom stall being knocked down, one by one, nearing to my own bathroom stall.

        "Mate, where are you?" Kasey's question had a silent answer as they came closer and closer to my stall.

        They would find me and claim me, I couldn't have that happen. The door to my bathroom stall was swung open when I closed my eyes and teleported to the familiar garden that the two Alphas and I would always play in as children.

        Words weren't sufficient enough to describe the undeniable beauty of the garden. Rare flowers and plants were sprung from the ground, with benches stationed at different angles, and the sunrises and sunsets were easily seen here. I took a seat at one of the wooden benches and placed my head in my hands that were propped up onto my lap.

        What was I doing?

        My heart longed for the compassion of a lover, to have two could not represent the happiness that swelled inside of me. To have two people to lean on for support when needed, to count on, and to love eternally. Mates to hold you when you're most vulnerable, to share your most guarded thoughts and secrets. The phenomenon of having an unorthodox mate for Fae would increase the chances of more Fae having a variety of mates other than the species of Fae.

        However, my mind had a different perspective on the situation, it wanted nothing to do with the Alphas. The technicalities that were accompanied with mates were too complicated to overcome, especially with the Seelie Court. Firstly, the entire realm of Fae, with both of the Courts, had never experienced the mating of two different species. It was unclear and dangerous to coexist with other supernatural beings to the Fae for unknown reasons that were declared before I came into position.

        My parents were never able to relay the secrets of the realm or the rare enchantments when I became the Lord of the Seelie Court. They died, vigorously at the hands of an unknown murderer. To this day, the Seelie Court was still investigating the death of my parents with no strong leads but we were persistent.

        And not to mention the werewolves' views on homosexual mates, some rejoiced and others repulsed at the thoughts of being in the same room with these wolves. There were reports of a maximum number of fifty pairs of homosexual mates, both female and male. The breakthrough of being accepted was soon accomplished earlier last year. Good news spread through the realms of all supernatural beings. I, for one, accepted anyone, heterosexual or homosexual. I didn't feel the need to classify someone by their sexual preference that the moon goddess or any other mythical god or goddess chose for them.