The ignorance that led to you

6. helpfull

Amine POV

I'm so confused. So, as any person confused about their sexuality I decided to stalk the gay kids in my class, and they were fangirling about a Netflix show called Heartstopper (not that i care). I decided to see what the show is about, so after school, I went directly to my room and opened Netflix. 

I cried.

The girls in my class were right this is a masterpiece, God dammit like wow I wish I could hug them for talking so loud like cbdhskdfhjkqzsdhfptrubfj

_-tuesday-_

I am SO hyped today because the last two hours I get to sit next Lara, I planned on having a conversation with her, what it will be about I dont know yet but we will see what time will bring.

The last two hours came fast but not before our Dutch class we talked about LGBTQIA+ issues, we talked the whole lesson and even learned that our teacher is an ally but thats not what I came to talk about. We talked about how people think being gay works and it kind of made me uncomfortable, my friends are really homophobic and I couldn't stand up for the gays and myself, I saw the girls, Lara and Celine laughing and I wonderd how they could be laughing in a sitiuation like this, and honestly I wish I could ask them.

now, finally, the last two hours, I came in class late and we have this idiot teacher who sent me to the secretary, I didn't really mind but he shortend my time to talk to Lara. I got back to class and went directly to my seat, and the lesson started. Halfway in I decided to ask Lara if she reads manga, wel i said anime comic's to make her think I didn't care, idiot move on my part but whatever she didn't seem to mind. Until i acused her of watching H*ntai, again, idiot move. Somehow, she wasn't absolutely furious at me, and we joked about it, which I think is a success.

I went home and went straight to my laptop to search up fanfiction because Lara mentioned it. After searching the deffenition, I found the site that she read it on and I searched up how to use it. I decided to read some Heartstopper fanfiction because re-watching it again wouldn't be healthy for me. One of the tags I found was smut, I didn't really know what that meant, but I still read it. I know what smut means now.

_-Wednesday-_

It's the last hour and I was skipping P.E because I dont think I could deal with seeing Liam with his lumpsious dumptruck I mean get changed, so while I was waiting for school to end I was just walking around and saw Lara and Celine walking, well Celine was like skipping because she fell ig anyways they were talking and then they saw me, they started saying: "oh my god amine!" I smiled at their exitement to see me but quickly turned away so they wouldn't see it. Right after they left the bell rang so I went to the stairs to go to the secretary because I lost my school bag, which isn't the first time but ofcourse I met the two girls again on the stairs, they once again were saying "oh my god it's Amine again!" So I just smiled again because this time Celine was basically screaming my name. After that I went and got my bag from the secretary and didn't see them for the rest of the day.

A/N

My friend is a very slow typer so I had to type the things while she was basically screaming in my ear👍This is also probably the longest chapter with uhm 600 words, and like chapter 4,  most of what happend in this story happend irl