The ignorance that led to you

9. I might have a chance

Liam POV

Sooo Wednesday afternoon, I don't really know what to say. Celine was there and uhh yeah...weird shit, but to be honest can't expect anything else.

BUT OMGGG
I LIKE HELD AMINES HAND!!!
I don't know if he noticed but I kinda hope he didn't, since I'm not sure if he's even an ally.
I'm kinda disappointed Celine was there because I wanted it to be like a date, but she didn't really bother us so slay I guess. Also, I did some more research and turns out, I might be pansexual!
I did stay up till like 1AM because there are a lot of sexualities but I think I figured it out.

_-meanwhile with Amine & Celine-_

"No I did not!"
"You so did though."
"We didn't hold hands!"
"Well then what did you do?"
"Not that."
"Omg Amine stop lying!"
"I'm not though!"
"Yeah, yeah whatever, but please tell me how it was"
"What? Oh my god how many times do I have to tell you! We didn't hold hands!"
"Amine, if you didn't then what is this" Celine said showing a picture of them at the movie where you can see that Liam and Amine were, in fact holding hands.
"I...fine"
"Now tell me, please!"
"It was cool, I think, his big warm hand holding mine was like I put them in a handwarmer or something, his hand was soft, and his thumb caressed my hand gently, I couldn't focus on the movie of course because how could I?
"Oh my god amine!"
"What?"
"You're in love!"
"No-"
"Don't deny it my friend, denying it wont make it disappear."

Amine stayed there for a bit just lost in his own mind until Celine remembered something.

"Ah, also Lara told me to give her your snap, is that alright?"
"Oh yea, no problem!"
"Alright then, Ill just give you her snap since you know I'm already with you and god knows how long it'll take for her to open snapchat and see that I sent her something."
"alright, now we just wait until she- oh, well guess she's been waiting because she immediately accepted it."
"Oh! I just remembered I have to go and get ready to go study!"
"then go"
"yea yea, buhbaii"
"byee"

_-Monday (still Liam POV)-_

I went back to class and instead of ignoring Celine and Lara when I see them standing at the doors, talking about god knows what, I waved to them with a little smile, I know, I know, it's not much but it's something. before class started the teacher announced that we were getting new seats. Lara ended up in front of me and Amine somewhere in the back next to Celine, I'm pretty happy with these seats! while the teacher went away to copy some tests Lara and I started taking

"Soooo, I heard you went to the movies with Amine yesterday?"
"Mhm, I did"
"and I also heard you were basically holding hands"
I stare at her with a shocked expression on my face
"What?"
"Nothing.."
"Ok then, anyways how were his hands?"
I again stare at her but this time with a confused look.
Oh my god, how was holding his hand?! I can't tell her though, she'll probably make fun of me or smth.
"I already said I didn-"
"Don't even try denying it."
"Ugh fine, it was aright I guess"
"Omg Liam I swear to God if you don't tell me I will throw you out the window!"
"Fine geez, it was warm and, and soft."
"Ahhh, that is what I was waiting for!!"
"Can you turn around now? please?"
"Sure, but keep me updated!"
To be honest, I don't know what she meant with that, but it's fine...right?

This month flew by like a Peregrine Falcon, Amine and I met up multiple times, sometimes we also invited Celine and Lara but they didn't really bother us, they'd mostly sit with each other while whispering things while looking or pointing at us and giggling every once in a while, but we did have lots of fun, they also made us go thrift shopping and chase pigeons or things like that so I guess we all grew a little closer to each other. Now today, today is a Saturday and Saturday is the day we meet-up, when possible, we decided to have a sleepover today at my house. I don't know how it'll go also because my little sister is going to be home both today and tomorrow, hopefully she wont mess things up.

_-when everyone arrived-_

"So," Celine began, "are we starting with the movie?"
"I have some snacks, just incase you don't have good ones, no offence though" Lara said
"So movie first. What do we do after?" Amine asks while I set up my laptop and go to Netflix
"Ehm, we could play truth or dare if we aren't tired already?" Lara suggests
"I'm okay with that, you?" Celine asks Amine and Me.
"ehm yea, sure" I say while looking at Amine who is nodding yes.
"Alright then, everyone get your blankets and snacks, the movie will begin!" Celine said before starting the movie.

We decided to watch the movie 'Fall'. Celine has it all over her Tiktok for-you page so finally decided to watch it, but of course she didn't want to just watch it by herself so she dragged us with her. Not mad though, it's a good movie, but it also make Amine accidently hold my hand when he was scared.

After the movie ended we had a bathroom break and talked a bit until everyone went to the toilet and emptied their bladder.

"So Liam begins since we're at his house."
"Alright then, Celine, trutch or dare?"
"dare"
"I dare you to give Lara a quick kiss, you don't have to kiss her on the lips if you don't want to!"
"It's alright with me if it's alright with you baby girl"
"Of course bbg"
Just like that, they kissed. It was kind of weird watching two females kiss, even if it was for just a second, but I thought it would be weirder.
"now, Amine, truth or dare?"
"Truth"
"Are you slay?"
"what kind of question is that? Of course I am!"
"SLAYY" Celine randomly shouted
"alright then, uhh Lara, truth or dare?"
"Hmm truth"
"How did you find out what your sexuality is?"
"Oh well it wasn't a short road but like, I didn't really think about it in the begin, I first thought I was pansexual because you know then I didn't have to worry about some things I guess, but I started getting these videos on my For-You page about people trying to find their sexuality and then saying like the sexualities that they thought that represented them and then one day I guess I just stubbled across a video that just had some flags on it with the name underneath, I saw 'Cupioromanic' be one of them so searched it up and found out it's the one that represents me the most. And like if you want to explore the big world of LGBTQIA+ go for it just not like I did."
"Heh, but what does being Cupioromantic mean?" Amine asks
"It describes a person who desires a romantic relationship but doesn't experience romantic attraction to others, which you aren't incase you're wandering."
"cool"
"alright then last but not least Liam, truth or dare?"
"dare!"
"Ok ok, being brave today. Confess something you've done, for example you stole idk a magnet from a tourist store or something."
"Oh, eehm, I lied about liking some girls because I wanted to be popular."
"damn, poor girls." Lara said
"No. they aren't poor, they're richer than all of us!"
"Never mind that then, what's their names, address, number and how old are they. I don't know about you but I'm on a quest of finding a sugar-mommy."
"So I'm not good enough?" Celine said while dramatically  falling over.

After our beautiful drama show made by Lara and Celine mother brought us some cookies she just made and we talked about some school stuff. 

"And like if you want to explore the big world of LGBTQIA+ go for it"
"It describes a person who desires a romantic relationship but doesn't experience romantic attraction to others, which you aren't incase you're wandering."

All that was directed to Amine, Is he also gay??

A/N

Hello again, it's me, this is probably the longest chapter in the whole story, I've got 1320 words without these phat ones. Hope you enjoyed reading this, I know I enjoyed writing it.