"𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑒𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒?"
"𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔.
𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑟 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒"
(disclaimers: all the usual stuff in euphoria as well as toxic relationships, eating disord...
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heaven was so confused. she didn't know why kat invited jules to her bowling date with ethan. and she didn't know why jules invited maddy.
maddy, of course, invited heaven and now the three girls were crashing their date while kat spent more time with them than she even did with ethan.
and the sad part was, ethan didn't even look mad. he just sat there quietly while his girlfriend completely ignored him.
after a while, heaven pulled jules and maddy aside to go with her to get a drink from the concession so they could finally be alone.
"you know what's kind of depressing?" maddy asked as she looked over at kat and ethan who were finally bowling and laughing together.
"what?" "i'll never find that kind of love," she said. "what do you mean?" jules asked. "there's just no darkness. it's just sweet," maddy said.
"yeah," jules mumbled as she looked over at the couple. "i don't know if that would ever be enough for me," maddy said.
"i know it wouldn't be for me," heaven sighed. "what do you mean? i thought you and fez were good?" jules asked.
"we are. we are. i just...it's me. sometimes i think like...what if he get's tired of me. like what if one day i go off and yell at him and he can't take it and leaves me" she said.
"i thought you guys talked about it. i mean he knows about what you got going on. your ups and down" maddy said. "yeah. but i don't know. it's exhausting for me in my own brain i can only imagine what it's like for him" she said.
"i'm sure he can handle it. i mean he has your name tattooed on his neck. he loves you. some people are just kinda built different" jules said.
"yeah. i fucking hope so" heaven sighed.
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ethan promised to give the girls a ride home but kat pulled him over to the car. "just give us 5 minutes," she said as they walked off.
"what is she gonna do for five minutes?" maddy asked. "i don't even wanna know," heaven laughed.
heaven pulled when she got a text from faye. she frowned and wonder how she even got her number.
faye🤷♀️ you should come to the store
faye🤷♀️ some girl is here flirting with fez
"i think i'm gonna get back together with nate. it's a mistake right?" maddy asked. heaven looked up from her phone and her jules looked at maddy.
"big mistake," heaven said. "yeah. don't do it" jules said. "i don't know if i can help it" maddy sighed.
