Ease the Pain in Some Way

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Uhm, there's a bonus chapter before this though, if you wanted to waste some of your time, go read it —- sincerely not, silver (I'm rude, sorry, haha)


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Luhan is dying. He is dying and he deserves to be happy. He has to be happy in his remaining days in this world. And he doesn't fucking deserves to be hurt like this.


Kyungsoo and Luhan are talking in the café and restaurant as usual. Luhan has been in this town for a week but he's been in this café and restaurant for only three days. He accepts what is Kyungsoo's feelings towards Jongin and he doesn't know what going on with the two yet.


He thinks carefully before doing this action. He thinks that there is nothing wrong and maybe, Kyungsoo can consider his feelings now that he knows that Jongin doesn't like Kyungsoo for all the insults he heard yesterday from Jongin.


Luhan takes his courage because this will happen once in a lifetime, this will happen for the first and last time, Luhan thinks. Besides, if he gets rejected because Kyungsoo cannot fall inlove yet, he's willing to wait until his death. All for Kyungsoo.


Luhan orders everything Kyungsoo wants in the menu of the cafe and restaurant and as he expects, Kyungsoo's eyes sparkle just in time when the orders are in front of him. Kyungsoo gives Luhan a million of thank yous because he cannot afford all of these foods in front of him now.


Kyungsoo takes a bite and Luhan melts, because he sees Kyungsoo's heart-shapes smile which he loved and will always love. He smiles at Kyungsoo and it catches Kyungsoo's attention. "Why aren't you eating?" Kyungsoo thinks it's unfair because it is Luhan who ordered this so Luhan must take even just a little bite.


Luhan shakes his head and chuckles, "I cannot." he simply says because he knows Kyungsoo understands. And Kyungsoo does but it makes him sad now that he remembers it. He pouts and stops eating. Luhan notices it and blinks his eyes at Kyungsoo. He asks Kyungsoo what the problem is.


Kyungsoo looks at Luhan sincerely and it is enough for Luhan to think that Kyungsoo cares for him. And as Kyungsoo says, "I don't want you to leave." Luhan's heart starts to beat fast and he thinks he's find the courage to tell Kyungsoo what he's feeling.


Luhan holds Kyungsoo's hands and Kyungsoo does the same, he'll surely miss his bestfriend, "But I have to." Luhan says and Kyungsoo understands but he still doesn't want it, "So I want you to come with me." and with that, Kyungsoo looks at Luhan, confused.


Luhan continues, "Kyungsoo I love you..." Kyungsoo knows it... but in the other way because Luhan continues, "I love you like how Chanyeol and Baekhyun love each other, how Suho and Chen love each other, like how Sehun loves Jongin, and I know it hurts, just like how you love Jongin." Luhan seems so encouraged that he is so happy confessing to Kyungsoo.


But when the bell on the door rings and reveals Jongin, Kyungsoo looks at him with those eyes that indicate that he'll be hurt. Kyungsoo shakes his head and tells him calmly. "I'm sorry Luhan. But—"


"But I can wait!" Luhan says even if he knows that his hours here are counted. He just wants to be with Kyungsoo, "until you forget about Jongin and I'll wait until you love me." Luhan smiles at Kyungsoo, but he doesn't know why he trembles because Kyungsoo's heart starts to break that Luhan can see it in the tears which drop from Kyungsoo's eyes.

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