Give Me Tender Love

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Sehun drags Jongin out of the place and when they settle themselves in a playground, Sehun instantly slaps Jongin hard on the face to wake him up. "Nothing will change when you'll just drink in that place and do nothing Jongin!" Sehun scolds Jongin like a mother.


Jongin apologizes to Sehun, "Sehun, I'm sorry, I didn't do anything to look for you. I was blinded by the sadness and loneliness I feel. For 5 years... and after that, I ran away from my problem but problems continue to hunt me. And here I am, it's my fault."


And Jongin receives another slap, but he doesn't care now because he deserves it, "Why is everyone blaming themselves of what is happening right now? I even blame myself for this, oh god this is stupid. J-just go and look for Kyungsoo. And settle this problem. Everything will be fine; we just have to be one." And Jongin shakes his head which makes Sehun blink and want to slap Jongin again.


"I saw him, he's with Luhan, don't worry. He'll be fine." Jongin rejects himself. And another slap is coming, Jongin knows it, "Fuck you Jongin, he needs you more than Luhan." Jongin still shakes his head.


"I don't deserve Kyungsoo and he doesn't deserve me." Jongin hates what he's saying right now.


"Tell that to Kyungsoo to know his reasons why he loved you. I have my reason Jongin, and probably, Kyungsoo has MORE reasons why he loved the stubborn you. You are the changed Jongin and Kyungsoo moulded that. Those words that come from your mouth, your smile, fuck it Jongin, why don't you understand."


"I can understand... I don't deserve Kyungsoo, that's all. Kyungsoo deserves more than me." Jongin doesn't know why he's giving up. But then, promises are made to be broken. Jongin is giving up. Jongin is letting go.


"Then you are thinking that Luhan who can kiss the pain away deserves Kyungsoo? Fuck it, are you nuts? Are you stupid like Kyungsoo? Luhan cannot kiss the pain away, he can only ease the pain because of his presence and sweetness but Jongin, you can take the pain away because you're the one who caused it." Sehun shouts at him thinking that if he does that, Jongin will realize it. Jongin is taken aback at what Sehun is saying. "You only have one day Jongin. Just, go, Kyungsoo is fixing his things in the Byuns for their flight. Their flight is 4 o'clock in the morning. You still have so much time to think about your decision." Sehun puts a hand on Jongin's shoulder and Jongin instantly pulls Sehun to a hug.


"I'm sorry Sehun." he apologizes and Sehun understands. "It's a goodbye now Jongin. I will leave this town tonight. I just want to fix everything before I go. And I'll be happy to know that you and Kyungsoo are together. Please fix everything." Sehun bids goodbye to Jongin.


"Can't you stay?" Jongin holds Sehun's hand. Sehun smiles at Jongin knowing that Jongin wants him around; he wants him in their world. But Sehun shakes his head, "I'm sorry, I have to finish my studies there, I still have my dream. And I know you do have too. But finish Kyungsoo first." Sehun chuckles and receives another hug from Jongin.




Jongin goes to his unit and decides that he won't go to the airport because Kyungsoo will still go and it won't change anything. He cries himself to sleep as he thinks of Kyungsoo letting go. Let's see.



Kyungsoo is crying while fixing his things in his bag. He just bites his lips so the people outside his room won't hear his sniffs. But Baekhyun knows that Kyungsoo is crying, and it sucks that he cannot stop those tears.


Baekhyun then finds the courage to tell Kyungsoo what the hell he has been doing. He knocks on Kyungsoo's door but no response is given, but he turns the door knob and he's able to find the crying Kyungsoo, looking at the album Tao gave him.


Baekhyun sits beside Kyungsoo and sees Kyungsoo touching the photo where he and Jongin met... "Everything gets in slow motion." Kyungsoo mumbles. Baekhyun looks at Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo continues, "But everything will be normal now. Because Jongin is not here, there's no reason for everything to get in slow motion." Another set of tears fall from Kyungsoo's eyes.

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