As It Was...

Satellite

"Spinnin' out, waitin' for ya to pull me in
I can see you're lonely down there
Don't you know that I am right here?"

Harry's POV

I smiled at Zane Lowe in front of me as he appreciated my album and moved forward towards that one question i dreaded the most..the one question i get asked everytime..

Pain,pain in the album..

It doesn't set in right with me..
What made me write my feelings down into that song?Who hurt me?
I know who but i can't let 'em know or maybe i was the one at fault..i know i was but I'm so damn egoistic and stubborn to accept it.

I kept a stoic face and let him complete his question..

"So Harry ya know daylight and grape juice there's pain in 'em..like the half of the album is pain..So where the joy stays?"He asked and I nodded thinking of an appropriate answer.

"I uh mm for me As it was is quite bittersweet and uh you remove the drum beat and people are gonna say what did you do? And uh "go do something" and stuff so yah you see the more joyous part of the album starts towards the end." I said not knowing what i exactly said, hope it made sense though..

"Hmm so movin' onto our next question,What was maturity for you? Cause like you have always been ya know the prince charming of the pop industry"He asked as i chuckled towards the end.

"What i believe is that uh I'm making music during the start of my solo carrier was for making a name of myself but now as I've aged i started to make music for pleasing people Cause that's what I'm supposed to do,no selfish reasons..and apart from my profession what I've realised is that you can't always get what you want no matter the amount of will you possess,so i guess that was maturity for me." I said as Zane nodded in acknowledgment.

The interview ended there an we were at the backstage though i was quick to leave after signing a few cards i was still late to reach home,i swear if the lad is already there I'm gone.

As soon as I opened the door i was attacked in a bone crushing hug.

"Hey mate!!! Nice to see you getting  late for meeting your best mate after 2 fuckin' years" He said rolling his eyes as i sighed.

"I'm sorry Louis the interview went on for like an hour and a half.

"Yeah yeah it's alright, btw I've got someone else here too" Louis said and i gave him a confused look..and as if on cue Josh popped out.

"Hey man" Josh greeted giving me a side hug, damn we've all really grown up, it's been a long as time.

"Hey Josh" I said appreciating him coming here.

"So how?" I asked as they gave me questioning looks.

"I mean how did Josh
get here i didnt know i just knew about Louis visiting?" I asked awkwardly unsure of anything and everything.

"Well long story short i invited Josh over" Louis said and i hummed.

"Mmkay" I said and Louis smirked.

"Besides we've got a lot catching upto to do in this damn week" He said and i nodded..

All three of us sat down on the couch as i asked them for the formalities.

"You guys need anything? I can't get 'em for ya" I asked as louis looked at me.

"No lad nothing to worry about we're good!"

"So how's life? And btw congratulations on the New Album it's gonna smash 'em records" Louis said and i smiled crossing my fingers a habit i had picked up from Niall. Oh Niall...