As It Was...

Cavity

Niall's POV

Extremely aroused...that was all i could feel right now with him pressed against me breathing rigid and eyes blown out i felt like i was floating..

his long brown curls tickled my face as i giggled even in this lust filled room..

I mewled softly as i felt him thrusting harder into me.. gripping the sheets tighter,my eyes rolling to the back of my head at a particularly harsh thrust..

I looked up into his eyes which reflected the greenish moon,gripping  his Bisceps rather roughly as he ducked his head down to my neck breathing in my scent and gently sucking and nipping at the sensitive skin..

I shivered as his hands roamed on my torso.. flicking my red nubs between his index finger and thumb as he leaned down even more to suck and lick on 'em as i moaned loudly bucking my hips upwards..

My hands landed on his back where i left violent red scratches..all in a state of euphoria..he went on harder and harsher causing the bed post to stridently slam into the wall behind..

My mouth got dry as i wrapped my legs around his waist..He smirked brushing the hair sticking to my forehead aside..

I felt a familiar heat coiling at the pit of my stomach as i screamed coming hard..shaking violently beneath him as his dark green eyes shone with an unknown desire.. continuously repeating a mantra of Mine, Mine,Mine...he went on in a slow and steady rhythm..i smashed our lips together licking and biting on his bottom lip..

As His thrusts got slopier after a few minutes as i collapsed from where i was supporting myself on me elbows to kiss him..He came hard filling me up as his loving gaze turned harsh and cold on me...

i whimpered as he pulled out of me..and eyed me disgustingly..

"You are a fucking Whore!"He spat shoving me aside..and when i tried to ask him what's wrong..

He slapped me...

And That's when my eyes shot open..my chest heaved up and down,sweat coating my forehead as i looked around..

I sat up breathing heavily as my heart palpitated..

My eyes filled with tears at the dream i just had..a nightmare..the fact that it was so damn close to reality was what had me on the verge of loosing it..

7 bloody years passed and i still can't forget..

Can't forget him..

"I can't help but think about you..
It was such a lesson to see..
I can't remember what you told me.."

His love

His endless loathing

And lastly those green,green eyes..

These,these dreams which come everyday...i dunno what they mean..heck i reckon i love him anymore... he's not,NOT on my brain everyday of every hour of every minute of every second anymore..

But my subconscious seems to not let him go...

So,so many dreams I've had about him..but all start as a fairy tail and end as a nightmare..He made sure to even Destroy a happy ending even in my dreams..

"But i can sure think of a dream..
You helped me remember the truth..
Like a cavity to my broken tooth.."

His accusations..his rage..his disgusted eyes they haunt me,everywhere..