As It Was...

Arms of a stranger.

Niall's POV

Of course I'm not gonna let Harry ruin this for me,All these years of trying to get over him i can't just turn around and run back into his arms.

And if it was 18 year old me right now i would have already been in his arms telling him how much i love him but I know i can't afford to get broken again.

I never thought we'd break apart this brutally that even after 7 fucking years i wouldn't completely be over him.Its like you know someone for so long put you're love and trust into them and bam! They're gone.Just like that crushing your heart mercilessly.

I do understand what he meant by how he was insecure and all that shit but that doesn't mean all his deeds will be forgiven and after all these years it shouldn't mean shit to him,where was he when i was at my lowest? Can he give me back all those precious years i lost grieving over my broken heart,Can he give me a second chance to correct all the mistakes after he left?!

No he can't! So why now,Why now is that he's trying to break all these Walls I've built around myself.What does he have to do with me now!

"I never thought that I would find out
We were just lovers in the dark
You've known someone for a long time
But you never really know who they are
It feels like it was only last week
I was tripping right into your heart
If we're not gonna do this honestly
Baby, won't ya give me back what you took apart"

With all these thoughts clouding my mind i rung the bell to flat knowing Evan was already there.

Just as the door opened i was pulled in by my waist and attacked into an feverish kiss.

"E-Evan!" I said gasping as i pushed him away but he didn't budge.

"Princess!" He exclaimed as I sighed.

"Can you please give me a minute i just got back." I said as he huffed pulling away.

I walked into the bathroom washing my face as i changed into my jumper and sweats.

I had left in such a hurry in the morning that i didn't even notice my hair sitting horribly on forehead.I'm so fucking ugly sometimes,fuck this!

I strode into my room fixing my hair as i heard Evan talking to someone on his phone.

"Read the fucking contract thoroughly or it's gonna be your last day on earth i don't want any mistakes as of before." His voice boomed as he threw the phone carelessly on the couch and walked into the room with his face red with anger making my palms sweat.

His eyes softened as they fell on me making me frown at how quickly his demeanor changes.

"Eve, everything alright?" I asked as i motioned him to lay on the bed beside him..

"Uh yes it's just some bloody waste of spaces making it tough for me to keep my rage to myself." He said calmly as his cold eyes stared into mine fondly.

"Hope it gets better." I said as he smiled pulling me closer to himself.My head on his chest as his arms held my waste tight.

"It sure will princess now that I've you by my side." He said huskily smirking as i flushed down to my cheeks.

"Stop it you simp!" I said slapping his chest lightly as he cackled.

I couldn't help but feel my mind wandering back to those gorgeous emerald greens.Were we ever like this? No cause Harry never had time for me but expected me to always have for him.Did i want us to be like this? More than any thing.

He took every single ounce of happiness away from me,maybe it was because i fall too fast.Maybe i was just a senseless fuck to him? I could tell myself all this but now after he finally confronted me i don't know what he wants anymore.Lying here in the arms of my boyfriend I'm still thinking of him,How bad can this get?Heck i don't even know what i want anymore.

"You left me with nothing
Now I'm lying in the arms of a stranger
But why do I think of you?
You left me with nothing
Now I'm looking in the eyes of a stranger
Just tryna get over you
Yeah, you left me with nothing"

"Princess?" He called out as I gazed into his greyish blue eyes sparkling with love.

"Yeah?" I asked softly snuggling closer to him.Maybe a sweet little cuddle would do?

"Where were you?" He asked as my stomach did a backflip.

"I- uh a-at a f-friends." I said as he shook his head in amusement as I knitted my brows in confusion.

"You were at that little guy Styles' weren't you?" He asked as i looked at him wide eyed.

"Y-yes but how do you know?" I asked plopping on my elbows as He sighed.

"I know you might tell me how wrong I'm for doing this but there's a GPS chip in your car." He said as i shot up sitting straight.

"What!?" I questioned as he rubbed his face.

"Evan we've talked about this before! This isn't fine you don't get to control everything! specially my life doesn't have to be governed by you! You have faith in me right?" I asked as he sat up and looked at me just as intensely.

"I do have faith in you darling! Course i do, it's just the people around you that i don't have a faith in!They can do whatever they want to you and i had to do it to keep you safe" He said trying to change the topic making me glare at him.

"Are you in your senses Evan? If you thought i could be in danger you could have asked me to share my location or atleast fucking ask twice before installing such piece in my car!" I screeched as his eyes darkened.

"You don't understand princess,when you've wanted something for so long and when it's finally yours you're more scared to lose it than you are for your life!" He said getting up from the bed and staring at me with a storm of emotions in his eyes.

"You don't fucking understand what you're to me? Call me controlling or anything you please it doesn't change anything! I know where you go what you do,who you talk to and if you want it worse.You don't leave unless it's with me or when i allow you too." He said walking out and slamming the door shut making me flinch as i stared ahead of myself for a good five minutes.

Is he fucking insane?

I can't believe he just went ahead and did that;said that!?

This isn't the 17th fucking century what does he mean by he has wanted me for so long.

He's always talking is puzzles or not talking at all it frustrates me to no end for fucks sake.

I groaned sitting back as the ring of bell interrupted me.

I strode towards the front door knowing Evan already left due to the lack of keys on my key hanger.

I opened the door to find no one around.Strange.

I started to shut the door as my eyes fell on the bouquet and gift box lying on the floor with NH written on it with Bright pink colour.

I picked both of them and walked in shutting the door.

The bouquet was full of stunning white lilies which were surprisingly my favourite.

I opened the gift box hurriedly after setting the flowers down into a pot.

I found a so fucking yummy smelling box of choco chip cookies as I smiled forgetting all the nonsense.

Damn!Bless the person who sent me these.

I really thought these were by a fan until i notice the note sticking to bottom of the box.

"I know I left just like that but there are secrets deeper than my love for you petal and now that I'm back I'll make sure you know that,Secrets I've held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought maybe I just wanna be YOURS."- A lover
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I know this is shit..
Sorry..
Bye..
*Cries* - Anna 😶