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23 hours had passed since jungwon left the house, 23 hours in which riki never stopped worrying about his friend. there was no way he could contact him, and he couldn't go search on his own because 1, jungwon never said were he was headed and 2, he barely knew his way around korea.
all that was left for him was to sit down and patiently wait for his arrival.
december 28, 2023 - 8:23pm
it's now been a whole day with jungwon out of the house, and just when riki was going to freak out, he heard the locks of the front door click.
his head perked up like a puppy and he quickly ran down to check if jungwon was finally back. there were good news and bad news.
good news is jungwon finally came home, but he brought park jongseong along with him. although that last part annoyed him, he was relieved that jungwon was safe and unharmed.
the boy quickly hid in the closet like jungwon always instructed when jay was around, waiting for about 10 minutes figuring the oldest would leave soon. once the time was up, he slowly made his way out of jungwon's room, confused by the odd silence that filled the house.
did they leave? jungwon didn't even say hi he thought disappointed, but his assumptions were wrong. there was another reason the pair was so quiet, and riki was about to discover why.
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"are y-you sure- your parents aren't h-home?" jay said between muffled grunts. jungwon was hungrily biting and sucking on his neck, devilishly smirking whenever jay couldn't keep his voice down. "no one's ever here, but if you want to act shy then we can just leave this for another time" he teased pecking the elder's jawline sweetly.
"i'm not acting shy, won. i just don't think i'll be welcomed here again if the yangs catch me banging their son on the countertop" jay laughed, holding his chin up so their eyes would meet. jungwon nearly melted into his arms at the touch, but kept himself firm somehow.
"let's go to my room" he suggested being immediately picked up by jay, who carried him bridal style up the stairs and into jungwon's bedroom as they made out.
when riki heard the footsteps he rushed back into the closet, paying close attention to whatever they talked about. although he couldn't really understand what was going on, for a second he swore he heard jungwon cry, but that's when he noticed they weren't really talking about anything emotional.
jungwon wasn't crying, he was actually moaning, and the realization felt like getting an ice bucket spilt over his head.
"baby, you still have neighboors around y'know?" jay cooed, sweetly caressing the younger's cheek and kissing him deeply. baby? who's he calling baby?
riki then heard clothes being thrown on the floor, and what he assumed was a belt unbuckling. he couldn't see anything, but he thought hearing it was much worse than watching.
while jungwon was out there having the time of his life, riki was holding back the urge to burst out crying. it seemed as though jungwon had completely forgotten about his phantom friend, and the fact that he was right there hearing the boy he loved making love to someone else was more than the 18 year old could take at the moment.
but... why did it hurt so bad though? he never confessed to jungwon and he knew he never stood a chance against jay, or anyone for that matter. he was dead and hopeless from the start, so why was he still hurting so much?
all he could do was hide in there until it was over, covering his mouth so no one could hear him sob. the whole night was torture for him, he could hear everything so clearly. the moans & whimpers, their skin making contact, jungwon's pleads, and many other things he wished he could forget.
but the worst one of all made him feel like he had just died a second time.
