JJ walked me backwards until the back of my knees hit the bed.
we were still kissing when a thought hit me, causing me to pull away.
"what is it?" there was worry and uncertainty in his eyes.
"this is my brothers room," i reminded him.
"so?"
"i'm not doing this in his bed." i raised my eyebrows.
i grabbed his hand and dragged him into my own bedroom.
his hands were in my hair before the door closed, pulling my head back and staring at me.
"this is your chance to tell me to stop," he told me.
i shook my head.
"if we do this, i won't be able to stay away from you."
"okay," i whispered.
"okay," he grinned.
his hands snaked around my thighs and he lifted me up as if i weighed nothing.
i wrapped my legs around his waist, crossing my ankles as he walked towards my bed.
JJ's lips grazed my neck, sending a shiver down my spine.
he lowered me down slowly, kneeling at the foot of the bed.
i stared down my body at him, his head resting between my legs.
"lift your hips," his voice was husky and i had no option but to obey.
he pulled my green bikini bottoms down and dropped them onto the floor, then lifted the dress i wore.
i wriggled out of it and reached up to untie my bikini top but all thoughts drained from my mind as JJ planted a kiss on the inside of my thigh.
i bit my lip to stifle my moan and i felt his lips curve up against my thigh as they drew ever closer to my clit.
the second his mouth met the bundle of nerves my head kicked back and i grabbed a fistful of my duvet.
i'd been with boys and girls before but nobody had made me feel like this.
it was like JJ was awakening a part of me that had been dormant for as long as i'd lived, simply because it was waiting for him.
JJ's head lifted and i stared at him confusedly.
our breathing was already heavy but my heart began to thunder as he tugged his shorts down and positioned himself above me.
"ready?" he murmured.
i could only marvel at the sheer size of him but managed a nod.
we both watched as he slid into me, filling every inch of me.
my eyes flew to his as i grabbed his arm.
his attention was immediately on me, his pupils dilated until there was almost no blue.
"what is it?" he was... concerned.
"keep going," i managed to gasp out.
"am i hurting you?" he began to pull out.
"no, you're not."
i rallied my strength and flipped us over so i straddled his waist.
"you were being to slow," i lowered myself down until i sat fully on his lap.
"fuck," he breathed.
i began to move my hips back and forth, placing my hands behind me on his thighs as he gripped my waist.
he breathing became ragged as he watched me.
his eyes never left my face, even as he flipped us back over and lifted my legs over his shoulders.
he gripped my wrists, holding them above my head before leaning down and kissing me.
he moved faster and faster, slamming into me so quickly my eyes rolled back.
"fuck, JJ!" i gasped.
the world before me shattered into a million pieces as i climaxed only a second before him.
it took me a full minute to see straight.
JJ pulled out of me and laid behind me, pulling me closer so my back rested against his chest.
when my vision finally cleared he wrapped his arms around me, holding me close, breathing in the scent of my hair.
i couldn't speak.
words were failing me but in that moment there was nothing to be said.
i grabbed his hand and placed it on my chest, letting him feel the way my heart drummed in my chest.
his other hand snaked around my waist and i held onto his arms.
i had never been more... content.
i was the happiest i'd ever been, all because of this boy.
JJ Maybank.
he was all i wanted.
all i needed.
only him.
"only you," i whispered.
a/n
lol this was messy. i'm cringing reading it back but oh well.
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