Suicide Note (Denki X Shinso)DISCONTINUED

5

She couldn't mean that.

It's not true

No one cares about me

It's out of pity

She's lying

They all are

But I saw her scars

I have the evidence.

Maybe they do? Just a tiny bit?

Of course it was at this exact moment Blasty kicked open the door.

Hands in his pockets and a bag slung over his shoulder he marched in. Sero and Kirishima following behind him.

Hanta smiled the second he saw me.

"HEY BRO!" He practically shouted and we did our little bro handshake while Kiri proceeded to attempt to talk Boom Boom Boy into having a secret handshake with him too.

Blasty refused of course.

Sero plopped onto the nearby bed and pulled out his Nintendo Switch.

"WHO WANTS TO PLAY MARIO KART" he shouted.

—-time skip cuz I'm ✨lazy✨ and it's currently 4:42 am—-

Two hours later and we were still playing Mario Kart.

"Oh come on dude lemme win just onceeeee" Sero whined as Bakugou came in first place... again.

We had quickly slid into our usual banter and teasing, the only difference was that they were slightly nicer to me and Bakugou didn't call me Dunce Face as much. Which was a win in my book.

"I think I'm gonna take a break for a bit guys" I said stretching my arms out.

Mina shot me a slightly worried glance but seemed to passed it off.

"K" the Sero and Kiri said in unison while choosing their characters for the next race.
(Kiri chose Mario and Sero chose Toad)

I lied back on Mina's bed and just thought about today.

It's been a mess.

Wake up in a hospital, my best friends know everything, Shinso is moving into 1-A, I have to be watched basically 24/7, annnd now I'm at a sleepover with the Baku squad and Mina has my razors.

Perfect, just perfect.

God I hate my life.

I had the urge, just lying there. No particular reason at all I just wanted to cut. It becomes an addiction after a while.

A craving for pain.

My nails would have to do.

The rest of the Squad were distracted by the game as I sat behind them and slid my hand up my sleeve.

I dug my thumb nail into my skin and dragged it across my forearm. Again, and again , and again. They never noticed a thing.

As per usual.

I pulled my hand from under my sleeve and quietly pulled back the sleeve to see the damage I'd inflicted.

Not toooooo many. Only about 30 or so. They were barely bleeding but they did the trick.

I relaxed and watched Sero get pissed as Bakugou won once again.

They played two more rounds before deciding to do something else.

"Oooooh I know!!" Mina exclaimed while they attempted to figure out the next thing to do, "truth or dare!!"

We all sent her simultaneous glares and said "No"

She pouted and crossed her arms "you guys are no fun."

"That's not true!!" Kiri protested.

"We're plenty fun!!" Sero jumped in.

Bakugou just glanced at the time before disappearing into the bathroom to change and go to sleep.

Ok but seriously who goes to bed that early. It's only like 8:30!!

We were all used to this though. It was just how Bakugou was.

After a couple more hours of goofing off the rest of us eventually fell asleep.

Except for me, I can never sleep. My quirk keeps me awake. If a sleep I only get about 30 minutes in before I get zapped awake by my own quirk.

I lied awake staring at the ceiling.

I wonder how many security cameras there are. I'm sure I could sneak up to the roof if I wanted to.

Well I do want to.

Maybe I will.

I sat up and glanced at the door before glancing at my friends.

Maybe I will.

(Word count: 660 words)