Suicide Note (Denki X Shinso)DISCONTINUED

7

Do you ever just sit there? Not wanting to do anything and not having the energy to do anything? When you couldn't care at all if you were alive or dead at that very moment?

If I died now I wouldn't be mad.

Not that I ever really would be mad about that.

I only know a few people who've died.

The only one I ever think about though was the father of a friend of mine. He killed himself a few years back.

I didn't cry, I wasn't particularly sad. My only thought was "I wish it was me".

Yeah so I've definitely questioned if I'm a psychopath before. My childhood friend's dad died and I wasn't sad. What the fuck.

I stare at my ceiling, not particularly thinking about anything. The sleepover ended a couple hours ago. Surprisingly I actually got some sleep which was nice.

I heard a knock on my door.

Who the hell wants to talk to me?

I dragged myself out of bed and walked over to the door.

"Hey," i grumble to whoever's at the door.

A soft laugh makes me look up.

"Someone's grumpy today," said the fellow insomniac at my door.

I halfheartedly glare at him.

"Hi Shinso" I mumble.

"Hello," he says, suddenly kind of awkward as if he had forgotten why he came, "I just wanted to say I'm moving into the room right next to you."

I glance up at him and quietly wonder for a second if he dyes his hair purple or if it's part of his quirk. Come to think of it, how much hairspray does this guy use??

"Cool," I mutter and start to turn around.

"Wait-" he calls out quietly.

I pause and turn around.

"Yes?"

"I uh..." he stumbles over his words for a second, "I also just wanted to check in on you, you know, find out if there's anything I can do to help?"

I stare at him for a second. How to help? I don't even know where to start myself.

"Um, no I'm fine" I say and close the door.

That was a bit rude, just closing the door in his face.

"Oh shut up" I mumble at myself, collapsing onto my bed only for my door to be knocked on once again.

"God dammit who is it this time," I grumble as I walk over to the door.

The second I even start to turn the knob the door blasts open. A pink girl zooming inside, followed by Sero and Kiri. Bakugou lingers for a minute outside my door before also coming in.

"Kamiiiiiiiiii," Mina hums, "Guess what!!"

"What"

"Today.... Drumroll please, we and the bakusquad, plus an honorary guest, are going toooooooo  THE MALLLL!"

I groan, I just want to be left alone today. Guess that's not happening, it's ok though the mall is fun I guess.

"Wait who's the guest???" I say suddenly remembering she mentioned one.

She winks, "you'll see"

Grinning she looks at me and says "trust me on this one Kami."

• • •

How the actual fuck did they manage to get me to end up at the mall with an angry Pomeranian, a pink pom pom, a default wii character, and the rock.

Life is fuckin weird man.

Maybe I could grow to like it one day.

Maybe.

(BroI wrote this like a million years ago and found this in my drafts while rereading this shitty little fic I wrote when I was 12, just publishing it to maybe but also not at all give the readers closure. Sorry Lmfao Im not finishing my 12 year old self projecting MHA fic I'm not even in the fandom anymore. Gonna go blast Phantom of the Opera and finish my homework, cheers.)