Suicide Note (Denki X Shinso)DISCONTINUED

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If your reading this, then I'm dead...hopefully at least. Yes, the little ray of sunshine from Class 1-A committed suicide, big surprise. If your reading this I'm sorry, I'm sorry I was such a bother while I was alive, for all the times I went stupid on you because I'm too weak for my own quirk. Sorry for all the times I annoyed you, all the times I wasted your time so I wouldn't fail school. Not like it mattered anyway, I've been planning this for years. If you for some reason are really that curious about why I did it then go in my room, under my bed in a little box you'll fin everything you need to know, my box cutters and my journal. Good Luck getting through all my shit.

So yeah, this is goodbye, there won't be any saving me, I slit my wrists before I jumped so I wouldn't survive even if someone caught me.

My name is Denki Kaminari and this is my Suicide Note.

Denki lifted his pen and checked over the sheet for any spelling errors. Least he could do is make sure they could read it.

He suddenly decided to add one last thing.

Sorry, Bakugou, Mina, Kirishima, and Sero, I'm sorry for wasting your time.

He finally layed down his pen and sighed. Leaning back in his chair he closed his eyes

Im finally gonna do it

He took a deep breath and folded the note and put it in an envelope, closing it with a Pikachu sticker.

Denki pulled on his shoes and grabbed a bow cutter from under his bed, tucking it in his pants pocket next to the note.

After tugging on a hoodie and pulling up the hood he glanced outside his dorm room, the hallway was empty as expected. Everyone else in the place was at dinner.

He let a small smile dance across his lips at the thought of being able to jump of into the sunset.

Closing the door behind him he stepped out into the hallway. He was entering the elevator when he heard a voice call out behind him.

"HEY DUNCE FACE! WAIT FOR ME OR ILL BLAST YOUR FACE OFF."

Denki winced at the rude nickname before putting on his practiced mask.

Smiling Happy-go-lucky Kaminari.

"Yeah sure Blasty!" He called out making sure the elevator stayed open.

Bakugou trudged in and hit the button to go to the Living room.

Denki grinned at him while internally panicking.

WHY WASNT BAKUGOU EATING DINNER WITH THE REST OF THEM??

This was gonna screw up his whole plan he just knew it.

Bakugou cast him a weird look.

"Hey dunce face, what's up with having your hood on?"

Denki blinked at him before remembering he flipped his hood up before walking out the door.

"Oh I dunno!," he laughed , "just felt like wearing it up!"

Bakugou grunted in acknowledgment.

Of course he just ignores you
Your stupid
He's top of the class
Why would he want anything to do with you?

Stupid
Fat
Ugly
Idiot

Denki knew Bakugou would be better off without him just like the rest. He wouldn't have to help him when he's struggling with math or history.

And Kirishima wouldn't have to waste his time playing Mario Cart with him.

Sero wouldn't have to deal with his stupid meme spamming.

And Mina wouldn't have to deal with his stupid form, she wouldn't have to keep pretending to like him, she wouldn't have to fake caring.

Non of them would.

Midorya could just rip that page on him out his notebook now.

Who was he kidding, Midorya probably didn't have a page on him in his notebook.

His quirk was useless anyways.

The elevator dinged and Denki glanced up. Blasty was leaving the elevator and so denki followed him.

The others in the class were watching a movie on the couches.

He didn't bother to check which one, all he heard was Kirishima, Mina , and Sero all crying out in surprise one name.

"BAKUGOU! We didn't expect you to come!"

Boom boom boy grunted in annoyance at them and sat down next to Kirishima.

Denki tried to sneak back towards the elevator but heard Bakugous grumpy voice call out to him.

"Hey Dunce Face! Where do you think your going? Did you really come down here for nothing?"

Denki turned around keeping that stupid smile on his face , "Of course not Blasty! I came down to see what they were watching and I don't really like this movie so I'm just gonna head back up to my room!"

Mina shot him a weird look and then glanced at the screen.

Denki finally let himself see what they were watching and gulped.

Frozen, they were watching Frozen, of course they were watching his favorite movie, he's such an idiot.

"Okay Kami, whatever you say," Mina mumbled and turned back to the movie right as  Anna got hit with the ice from Elsa's blast in the middle of their song in the Ice Palace.

He turned back and walked back to the elevator and hit the button to go to the roof.

As the doors closed he pulled out his box cutter.

This was it.

He would be dead soon.

It would all be over.

The elevator dinged open and he stepped out into the lights from the sunset.

He pulled out the note and made sure the box cutter was sharp enough.

Satisfied, he took off his shoes and layed them next to the edge. He placed the note under them and rolled up his sleeves. He undid the carefully wrapped bandages and looked ta his arms.

Scars, fresh and old littered the skin on both arms, disappearing up under his sleeves. He knew they reached up to his shoulders.

He held the blade close to his wrist and pushed it into his skin, and then he drew it across.

He gasped, it hurt more than he thought it would but it still gave him the same sting as all the other cuts.

He did it on both wrists before tossing the blade to the side and stepping up onto the rail of the roof of the building, blood streaming down his arms.

He smiled at the view, the sunset really was gorgeous.

He was finally gonna do it.

He let his foot dangle over the edge.

Then he leaned forward.

He couldn't wait.

The sensation of falling was beautiful.

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