Khalil's Pov
It has been exactly one month and I haven't had a chance to take Ryan and Maddox, but all of a sudden Cole called us saying he's putting the mission on hold I would refuse but I kinda miss Cass. And he doesn't know I'm coming today I just need time to think to myself I just want to know why Cole called the mission off, were we taking too long or something, if so I know he's dissatisfied.
I was currently back at my house but something felt off as I reached to unlock my front door it just swings open when I tried to pushed the key in it.
I walked in and the whole fucking place is trashed. There's graffiti on the wall say snipers. Huh? Who the fuck are snipers. I put my keys in my pocket and walked to my bedroom, hoping my safe wasn't opened.
I pushed the bed aside and pull the mat from covering the safe, my safe was built in the ground. I looked at the safe which wasn't busted or anything I put in my code and grab the heavy box.
If I lost this my whole life would be over. With the box in my hand I went downstairs straight to my car luckily I didn't bring my suitcase out the car.
I walked to my car to find a note there saying 'We know about your little friend who always comes here to you if you don't give us what we want we will hurt him'
Quickly putting the box in my car I drove off
"FUCK FUCK" I hit against my wheel
"Why is everything so wrong why! Nothing good can ever happen for me" I repeatedly hit the wheel and dashboard
Daddy❣️ is calling
Daddy❣️ is calling
The phone said as it rang
I picked it up and put it on speaker
"Hello?" His voice was deep and rich
"Yes" I answer stopping on a red light
"Are you busy right now?" He asks
"No I'm not"
"So we have time to talk because I know you're busy over there for that mission of yours" he says
"I'm not in Mexico anymore, Cass"
I heard him let out a shaky breath "How long have you been back?"
"For 5 hours" I muttered
"Oh, why didn't you tell me you were coming back today?"
"Cass I-" I stopped talking expecting him to cut me off and start getting all angry but he wasn't.
"Let's meet somewhere" I suggested
"Where do you want to meet, Khalil?" I winced when he said my full name I loved when he said K.
"Let's meet in the back of the building I bought from your brother" I said waiting for him to answer but he just hangs up.
"I messed up again" I muttered driving to the building.
When I got there I parked to the front of the place and walked around the back and met him there.
He was smoking a cigarette
"Since when do you smoke?" I asked
"I don't" he said blowing out "But I feel the need for it"
"Put it away, that's not good for you!" I said sternly
"You're not good for me"
I took in a sharp breath of air "What did you say?"
He intakes the smoke for a really long then blows out "You're. Not. Good. For. Me"
My heart cracked at his words "How am I not good for you?" I tried to keep a smile on my face but it kept falling so I didn't try anymore.
"You make me so happy, you make me feel alive and adventurous, I feel safe with you" he says looking in my eyes
"If that's the case how am I not good for you?" I asked
"But you also make me feel like shit, useless, a horrible boyfriend, you make me worry 247 it's crazy I literally fight you to stay with me on a daily basis and it's tiring I want to get to know more about you and your family!" He says looking down then back at me
"I'm sorry let's meet them to tomorrow then" I said trying to save myself but he was right
"No, it shouldn't have to be forced I shouldn't have to beg you for you to tell me more about yourself or to meet your family, we don't even go on dates or anything we literally do nothing beside sexual acts which is why I won't go all the way with you, I'm sorry but I don't just go sleeping with anybody"
"Cass I-" I didn't know what to say
"Talk or I'm leaving, because it's starting to get pointless telling you things" he says leaning away from the wall.
"I-I I just I-" I stuttered
"When since do you stutter?" He says looking at me with a raise eyebrow, he starts walking away.
"No don't go please I-I j-just" I stopped
But he kept walking away he was almost about to hit the curb.
"Cass, I'm just afraid you might think of me as a loser okay!" I screamed
He stops but doesn't make a step to look at me or to walk towards me.
"I don't want you to see how weak I am" I said a tear falling out my eyes
"I am just a guy struggling to prove himself, to make himself better! I want be strong enough for you, for me. I don't always want to depend on Cole all my life, I want him to see I can be what he can be, I want him to see that because when no one could he did, only he wanted to help me, nobody tries to make people strong as themselves but he's doing that in his own way" I sobbed dropping on the ground hanging my head
"My life after meeting him has solely only been on being as strong as he is that's my main goal and if I let go of that I-I don't have nothing else" I said crying out
But he didn't say anything when I looked up scared that he might've left already he was there directly in front of me.
"You have me, you have me Khalil you can look forward to me I won't leave you behind, you are strong enough for me having a goal to get strong as Cole is amazing but don't lose yourself trying to reach it because it won't matter when you have no one around you" he says crouching down holding my head against his chest
"You know what my profession is Khalil?" He asks and I slowly shook my head onto his chest
"I'm a fucking assassin" he lets out a dark chuckle. I froze
"And I didn't say anything about because I was scared that you might not like what I do but when you told me everything about you involving the mafia I was sure I could tell you even though I was still hesitant but I still let you meet my family because in the beginning you seem to really like me and I like you so I'm thinking we start over and get to know each other much better agree?" He says pulling my head up to look at him
"Agree" I said giving a small smile, he kisses my lips then smirked
"Maybe not everything we have to start over" he gives me another deep tongue kiss before pulling me up from off the ground
Clap Clap Clap
"What a sweet moment" a voice says taking our attention we both jumped up alert.
"Who the hell are you?" Cass says pulling me behind him as I take out my gun
Fuck Cass might not have anything on him, but I was wrong because Cass pulled out a black gun.
Oou he looks hot with that
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