A Date With My Mind

I wish I could have been the one

I am not sure whether I should resent you or be grateful for you. I believe that I should be grateful...and I am today.

You made me giggle like a little girl at the most insignificant things, and your energy was so pure. You were serene and you had the most charming smile. I was eager to learn a lot from you and give deep house music a shot. Your love for art always peaked my interest. Everything about you made sense to me; you felt different in an amazing way. I might have easily fallen in love with you. We locked eyes and I knew that I would fall deep in the oceans of love. It felt like Venus was in perfect balance when we met.
I wish that you felt the same way, but unfortunately you did not.

Maybe you loved the idea of being with me and you never loved me. Maybe my energy was not in-sync with yours. Maybe you did not see me the way that I saw you. It is perfectly fine - I did not understand it at first, but I do now.

Thank you for being honest with me. Thank you for telling me that you do not see us as a perfect match. Your honesty wounded my heart like a dagger, but I respect it now. Rejection hurts, but I am thankful that you did not take advantage of my vulnerability. 

I wish you all the best of luck and hope that you will find someone who will make you happy in the same manner that I would have. 

Best wishes, 
Reeya.