Dangerous Love *Not Edited*

Chapter 26

Reina

"STOPPPP" I scream as Nikolai tickles the living daylights out of me

"Who knew you would be so ticklish" he says with an actual smile.

I smile back at him "no one besides Fallon actually"

"Not even your parents?" He asks as he sits up.

"Nope" I say also sitting up.

"Mmm now change" he says.

"Fine, how should I dress?" I ask

"Casual" he says making me nod as I walk into my closet.

I put on a long sleeve that has cute on the sleeve and some black stretch leggings paired with my air forces.

"Leave your hair down" he says input the hair the back down.

"You ready?" I ask and he nods as I grab my phone.

I start thinking on why he's being....nice?

"Who knew your a gentleman Volkov" I smirk at him as he opens the passenger door.

"There's a lot you don't know" he smirks back as he closes my door and walks to his side.

"So where are we going?" I ask as he starts backing up and holy shit why was it hot.

He has one hand that's full of tattoos on the wheel, and the other behind my seat as he looks behind us.

I never that it would look hot.

"That is for me to know and for you to find out" he says as we exit the mansion gate.

"Nikolai , the alliance isn't over so you can't kill me" I say jokingly.

"I'm not killing you....yet" he says almost like he's unsure.

"Yet" I chuckle.

"You have really pretty eyes" I blurt out making him chuckle.

"Thanks, so do you" he says making me scoff.

"What?" He asks.

"My eyes are the most boring color ever" I say.

"No, the unique I never seen grey mixed with blue eyes" he says.

"How do you have grey if your parents have blue and green?" He asks

"My grandfather I guess had grey eyes and I just so happen to get them from him so I'm the only one with these eyes" I shrug.

"The ex leader of the Italian?" He asks.

"No and thank god I didn't get anything from him, my dads side" I say.

"Well Giovanni's parents must have good genes" he says.

"Not Giovanni, he's my dad yes but not my sperm donor" I say to him making him turn his head so fast it almost gave ME whiplash.

"Wait what" he says.

"Yup, Giovanni adopted when I was like four or five cant remember but I guess my mom had this one night stand , multiple times with this one dude and bam she had me but he didn't wanna stick around but I don't care, Giovanni is and will always be my father sperm donor or not" I say.

"But you look just like Giovanni" he says making me smile.

"I know everyone says that, but that's good means I can even make it look like I'm his child" I say as I give Nikolai a quick glance.

"So how do you know his dad has grey eyes if you never met?" He asks.

"Just needed a name and last name and the internet gives me what I need" I say making him smile and shake his head.

"We're here" he says parking.

I get out and look around.

"And what are we doing at a beach Nikolai" I ask getting excited.

"To take a walk" he says and leads me to the beach.

As we walk in silence the guilt starts eating me up. I never ever felt guilt for killing someone. Ever.

But ever since That dream it's been eating me up.

"I'm so so sorry" I blurt on making him stop walking and give me a confusing look.

"For"

"For killing your father" I say trying not to look away from his eyes but I don't if it's because it's dark or he angry because his eyes look not even blue but black.

"I thought you didn't know who you killed?" He says telling closer.

"I didn't, it came back to me as a memory in my dream, I always get these like memories or flash backs from when I was kid of things I don't remember or things I don't want to remember. I guess it's from all the traumatic things I've been through, my ex therapist says it's me pushing away the memories but honestly I just  don't remember and if I do it's in my dreams" I ramble.

"And you remembered?" He asks as he looks down at me.

Jeez his eyes looking at me is making me a little horny for no reason.

"Yes, and I usually never ever feel guilt after I've killed someone but maybe it's because that my first kill and I was four but you have to understand I was protecting my family, like you would of done" I say.

"Why are you apologizing besides for the guilt" he says.

"Because if it was the other way around I'd want to kill you too, my parents mean everything to me and I can't ever imagine loosing them" I shrug.

"You say that like you don't want to kill me now" he says.

"Because I never had a reason to, I mean yes the things you say make me want to strangle you and after the alliance I'm going to have to protect my mafia and family when you try to kill me but I never had an actual reason to kill you when I found out your father had an heir and yes your dad may have done bad things but your his kid, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt" I scoff on how stupid I sound.

"Come on let's go" he says grabbing my hand.

"Where we going now?" I ask.

"You'll see" he says.

30 mins later

"A tattoo shop?" I ask.

"The best way to cover up the pain, is getting it covered up with ink" he shrugs.

"Your terrible with words" I laugh at him.

"Let's go in" he says as he opens the door.

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Sorry for not posting in like 4 days, I was going to last night but I passed out after I got home from a bbq and I'm burnt lol.

Lmk for any spelling errors.