Payback AU: What If

Act 2.11 - Jumping Into Fire (M)

Yoohan had no idea what kind of voice came out or what kind of face he made when he said okay. His mind was blank. He still tried to process what they were about to do—what he had resolved to do. But his mind felt paralyzed the moment they went further inside and Jay pushed him into the wall. He couldn't be bothered by how hurt it is to have his wing bone slammed against a hard surface. His mind was entirely focused on the taste of Jay's lips and tongue.

Jay kissed him harshly, impatiently, aggressively, and there's nothing Yoohan could do but accept the lips and tongue that ate at his, a flurry of his favorite scent and bitter taste of nicotine trail muddled his senses. Yoohan gripped at Jay's hair and neck, deepening their kiss, and felt Jay move to shed his leather jacket, and Yoohan felt his heartbeat quicken from it.

"Haa-ah..." Oh, Yoohan realized that he had been quite anticipating it when he exhaled with a soft moan.

Jay's pale eyes stared through him between their shared kiss, like a predator hearing their prey's whimper, and Yoohan's stomach tightened with unbridled lust that shot right to his groin. The young man unintentionally twisted his hip and their clothed hardened member rubbed together. Yoohan swore he could hear Jay's beastly groan but he had no leeway to confirm it, for the older man yanked his shirt up through his head and discarded it on the floor like trash. The slender fingers worked to unbuckle his pants for a while, but when Yoohan pushed the shoulder off and parted his lips to catch a breath, the fingers stopped.

"Hold on tight." the whispering sound came low and commanding.

"...what—ugh!" the question came interrupted when Jay suddenly but steadily lifted Yoohan, prompting the younger man to clutch on Jay's neck and shoulder in a sharp gasp. Yoohan felt a sense of shame for a second—on how easy it is for Jay to lift him as if he weight nothing. But then it reminded him of how easy Jay carried him when they first met and that shame quickly washed away. Feeling breathless and panting hard, Yoohan gazed at Jay's face that filled with suppressed desire, endless obsession, and overflowing affection—the same face he witnessed on the night Jay kissed him for the first time, and the same face the older man wore on the dawn of New Year inside Alice's Labyrinth. Yoohan wanted to believe that that face, that desire, that affection, was reserved only for him. That this version of Yoon Jay was only his. Yoohan's hand moved to cup the older man's face and kissed him with all the feelings he had repressed all these years.

Jay smiled as Yoohan kissed and nib his lips, their tongue dancing with each other while he carried Yoohan towards his bedroom, hand sneaking inside the younger's jeans and rubbing the rim. He received a gasp and Yoohan parted their lips, panted heavily on Jay's ear. With the hand on his shoulder clutching heavily, Jay wondered if his shirt would rip apart. He kept on rubbing the tight entrance while entering his bedroom, and was rewarded by soft, subdued moans while Yoohan buried his face in Jay's neck.

When Jay laid Yoohan down gently on the mattress, the younger man's face was already flushed with various shades of red. There was lust as well as anxiety in his eyes that made Jay twitch with perverted thought and excitement. The man wasted no time removing Yoohan's pants, all before Yoohan had time to feel nervous.

Suddenly, Yoohan found himself completely naked, under a scrutinizing gaze of a cold pair of pale eyes burning fervently with desire, and a tongue licking hungrily on wet lips. The realization brought goosebumps traveling along his spine, and his member twitched pathetically. His bare chest shook as he tried to calm his breathing, and Jay traced his fingers on the heaving bosom.

"I can hear your heartbeat all the way up here," Jay smirked, and Yoohan kicked his side as a response.

"Shut it!" Yoohan tried to scowl, but the fingers goes lower to stroke his taut abdomen and his breath caught. He pulled up his arm to cover his mouth when a sharp moan threatened to break out, and Jay laughed.