[Dazai's POV]
I knew her view was hazy and I knew she couldn't think right.
That's why I asked her the question.
"Kagura chan, do you love me?"
It seemed as if the darkness of the night swallowed us, the street lights flickering on and off.
"L-Love hick! you?"
She reeked of alcohol.
"Yes," I confirmed, tightening my grip around her waist, helping her stand more upright.
She stopped walking, and tilted her head, confused. Her cheeks were red and I could tell she was close to passing out.
"Of course I hick! do. Why would you hick! ask such question?"
We had went to the bar again, right after work. I had a hard time convincing her, but I expectedly, got her drunk again. Now I was walking her home, through the empty streets of Yokohama.
"Really?" I pressed on, putting her arm around my shoulder again. "Are you sure?"
"Love is uh- confusing," she smiled. "But I'm 99.99% sure hick!"
Really?
Would you still love me if I messed up?
Would you still love me if you found out who i really am?
"Dazai?"
I woke from my trance.
"What is it Kagura chan?"
She started laughing.
"My name isn't Kagura," she giggled, swinging her hand back and forth. "You hick! got it all wrong!"
"What?"
"My name isn't," she repeated, "Kagura Kitsune."
"Huh? Then what is it?"
"[y/n] [l/n]"
My eyes widened.
I suddenly remembered the missing person case when a teenager around 14 went missing. A body, that was claimed to be hers was found in a lake, decomposed. Her name was...
[y/n] [l/n]
"Kagura-"
"Stop calling me that," she laughed. "That's not my hick! name."
"[y/n]..."
She looked up and smiled. "Yesss~?"
"You lied to me."
Her expression changed into confusion.
"What do you mean by-"
"You lied about your own name," I said, bitterly. "Have you been lying about everything else?"
She looked me in the eyes; so sharply it felt like she was trying to stab into my soul.
"Why are you always in denial?" she asked, coldly.
"Huh?"
"You're always like this."
"I don't understand."
"You-"
She fell into my arms, barely conscious.
"Ka- I mean [y/n], get on my back."
"Pig- hick! -gy back ride?"
I nodded.
She slipped from my embrace and got on my back.
"We're almost home, so wait a little bit," I assured her.
She giggled, "okay!"
We walked the rest of the way home in silence.
"Make sure to brush your teeth before you go to sleep," I reminded her.
She peeked through the halfway closed door.
"Dazai~" she sang, smiling.
"Kagura chan~"
"That's not my name."
"Yes, yes."
She opened the door more and cupped my face with her hands.
"Are you angry~?" she asked.
"Hm?"
She kissed me, and for that moment, I melted in her touch. The kiss tasted like alcohol, her hands sliding to my neck.
She pulled away, gasping for air.
"Why don't you stay here tonight?" she whispered, seducively.
"Maybe I should," I smirked, putting my hands around her waist.
She suddenly crashed in my arms, unconscious.
"Kagura chan? [y/n]?"
There was no reply
"Seriously?" I groaned. "Why now?"
Author's Note
I hate my schedule
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