Stitching the Gaps

50. My Girlfriend

Chapter 50: My Girlfriend

Sasuke POV

Ever ponder about someone that you're head over heels for in school and every time you feel a bit guilty for doing so? And when you lay eyes on them, you can't help to admire them silently so that your eyes wander over them up and down. Soon as you're caught on the spot, you want to turn away but can't. Only because watching her fluster and hides her face makes it worth it. But every time in a public space it gets difficult to fight those kissing urges.

My girlfriend.

She's very insufferable, I like the pain that drove me to be near her at all times. Call me a bee, she's the flower I'll visit religiously. Some days, I would excuse myself if I see her passing by just to beeline my way toward her and surprise her with bear hugs from behind. As much as she recognizes my presence, she still squeaks and tries to push me away. We're not the PDA like the blondes so I take advantage of the clear halls.

Who would have thought how painful it is to be wrapped up like a puppy? Like you can't stop your eyes from searching for that particular person when the block period is over. Most times I feel like a part of me missing if I don't see her through the crowd. That part of me takes time for me to realize to calm my shit.

Imagine being in class. I would punish myself by starting at the clocks with short rapid foot quakes. Like the air around me grows thin throughout the day and inhalers aren't a reliable source anymore. I have cravings like any average teen male. And those cravings desire her.

Naruto teases me about how hooked I am. It reached the point where he changed her name on my phone to "Crack" and that day I panicked because I went through all the contacts on my phone throughout the night. I honestly save about twenty numbers in my contacts. And seeing her new name went over my head because I was searching for her name. When she called me the next day and my mom reached to grab my phone for me, she nearly beat me with the kitchen utensils.

Of course, I got Naruto back by blocking Ino's number on his phone. It's not hard to go through his cracked phone. His passwords are always his mom's birthday.

I will admit it.

However, in private.

That I am hooked on Hyuga Hinata. Who wouldn't? The lips of a person that passes a bit of their soul to you and revives your life are what I call soulmates.

Call me whatever you want. Poetic. A simp. Obsessed. An idiot. A teen boy who finally understands what it means to fall for someone. Yuck. It doesn't fit my image at all.

I'm not gushing over her as Naruto does with his girl. I may know how to control myself but the thoughts that run through my head should be shredded and burned.

She's not like them. Nothing like them. She's not like the ones I've been with before. Not an experimental object foreign chick on vacation. Not a good time or void like these vulture whores in school.

For the very first time, I realized Hinata is the one. How would I know? She fucking lives in my mind rent-free. Not only that but if you can visualize a lifetime with someone that takes off you like you mean the world to them then they are the one. Freshman me would squirm by watching me now. Fuck him. He was missing out on this lovely girl.

So about us being an item is quite interesting. As I mentioned before, we're not the PDA type. We keep our base one activity at the bare minimum in secluded locations.

We kiss...Ahem. We kissed several times throughout the week. On school grounds, at my place, and mostly in my car. At first, it was harmless. Very sweet and shy because the feeling her lips felt fresh. Of course, I'm her first kiss. She admitted. And it wasn't a shocker. But she was honest. She added that she felt ashamed for being inexperienced and that it was hard to feel at ease or follow my lips.